Live twice.

Live twice.

Don't leave now
Not yet
There were time we regret
And I'm sorry
Somehow
I only
Wanted to make you proud

If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love

If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice

When you told me
I frozeIt still echoes
In my soul
Please forgive me
If I didn't say
I love you
Every single day

If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love

If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice
Nobody told me we'd only get one chance
I didn't know that our tide would turn so fast
Why we have to say goodbye
I don't understand

If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love

We'll meet in another life
If only we could live twice

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I thought i blogged an entry but seems like its gone.

That day i felt so useless.
Looking back, I felt so useless.

I once said.. I wont and never let you go..
especially when im still into you..
yet i was rash that moment.. I could hear nothing..

I ran.. i felt like going everywhere that moment..
I really felt like taking my bag and went off to swimming.
I really need to wind out.. I need to swim.. I need to calm down..

But i felt hurt.. hurt by ur words.. but u didnt know..
but i was even more hurt by myself..
wad make me be like that?
with no will and determination.
Jus like the wind can break us up..
I'm so stupid..

I'm sorry..

but im glad.. you didnt let me go..
I dont and never wanted but i thought i couldnt take it anymore..
but if i let you go.. thats really i cannot take it anymore..

I'm glad we're on the line.

That day I didnt wanted to buy that japanese green tea..
what tempt me to buy it? I dont know..

It was especially bitter. especially bitter that day.

I never drink it so horribly. I never bit the straw until like that.
But why am i forcing myself to drink it?
I felt bitter. terribly bitter inside..

I am confused. totally dont know what.
but i needed some time.

I went up a double-deck bus. our usual bus.
Not much souls was on the upper deck..
I thought i can breakaway.
I thought i would cry like shit.
totally like shatman.

The tv was showing some comical shows.
I heard the bus laughing but i heard myself crying.

totally like shatman.

I reached home. I ran. went to run. run for life.

I dont know wad result me being like that.
I know I really fell.

I really dont wanna let you go.
but why am i forcing myself to do this?
like why am i forcing myself into that bitter japanese green tea.

It was really alrite.
but strangely it jus tastes bitter that day.

Dou Jiang You Tiao. The perfect match.

you gave me a bottle of hundred plus that day.
suddenly everything changed for that moment.

The 100 plus sweetened the japanese green tea.

Your 100 plus sweetened my japanese green tea.

Just for that day.

Yi Bai Lu Cha. The perfect match.

dont leave now. not yet.
i'm sorry. somehow. i only want to make you proud.

I realised something.

Love can be tested thru different times.
We cannot test love.
It will make things worst.

Jus like i cannot test you.
I learnt my mistake.

I had my own way of making secrets.
whenever im sad or angry,
I jus keep quiet.
I find no voice.
I cannot speak.

Dont blame me for that.
Im still trying hard not to.

I'm glad you held on to me.
cos i really dont wanna go.