different. indifferent.

different. indifferent.

Many things happened. many minor things happen in majority.

I suddenly feel the urge to blog. I was on the bus. I was walking home.
I felt different. I felt indifferent.

Many thoughts run thru my mind. The past. The present. The future.
The past phillosophies.

I came up with shipinile delinquency. That will result in the past phillosphies.
Sometimes what you say don make sense to others.
but its alrite. cos i understand perfectly.

guilt. should i?

My past phillosphies. I look back. saw a reflection of myself.
different. indifferent.

We usually get too far away in our thoughts that no one knows.
thats what i am now in.

yet no strong feelings.

Today was another day.
How am i going to put it across?

What you see what you hear what you observe. you noted.
in our every own daily life, we noted.

Am I supposed to feel this way? Is it right?

Sometimes in life, simple small things touched me.
sentimental towards way of life.
felt a lot in everyday's way of life.

And then the past phillosphies.
It is coming all back to me.
I thought. thought again.
this is not going to happen.
but i need to remind myself.

strangely, i felt different. felt indifferent today.

don ask me why how what.
nothing specified happen.
nothing worth mentioning happen.
nothing of the sort.

but reflect on the way of life.
how i lived thru.

the circle of way of life.
not a complete circle.

I am not what i am.
shakespeare?

No no. yes yes.

people see me differently. indifferently.
but i see me similarly. insimilarly.
the way of life i am.
but depends for people to look at me in which manner.

I used to think i am different. indifferent.
I am not what i am.
but what makes me up is me myself.
I am true. I am myself.
and people see the different side of me on their perspective or their reactions.
i react what they react.
i change when my mood goes low.

thats because i have been a pessimist all along.
I am an optimist physically. a pessimist emotionally.
or rather depends how others look at me.

end of my rant.

now. we took a class photo today! it was seriously gonna look damn cool.
our informal was super crazy!

ok shall skip the formal part. everyone knows what a formal pic will look like right?

first informal was like ms chew laying down on this long chair like a ancient egypt queen.
aniwae she reminds me of the commercial where this the queen eating nuts and this tall muscular man cracking the nuts near his ahem area.. between his 2 thighs.. yeah you got it? thats that.

oh yes about ms chew. she is eRrr ok wait i will upload her pic someday and you all shall see. with big huge eyes. she can do things we can never imagine.

ms mona chew. we linked her with dinesh for some reason i dont know why but its damn funny. thats the 127 joke. dinesh gonna marry mona and their son will be called monash and dina. monash university and today the informal was dinesh beside mona! and we were never stop laughing.

and yesterday during pe.. i did all the nonsense, now my arms, thighs and stomach are aching and today i have been trying to avoid laughing as much as i can. but i still laughed a lot.

oh yes and mona was wearing her best suit. yesterday during eocns, 127 was pleading with her. "ms chew could you please wear that dress of urs. you look very pretty very good in it.." blah blah all lotsa craps. and then 127 was practically behaving like kids.. one reason is that she took us as kids. really. the way she talks to us and everything. we were kids in her eyes. and the other reason is that she seems very proud of her own appearance. i mean her clothes taste and everything. and you know her suit was like what sailormoon wears. something like that. aniwae i cant wait for the photos to be out.

did i mention that she wore hangten white shoes to school? in a JC for god heaven goodness sake, no one wear white shoes as far as i know.. and she was very proud of it..

ok back to the informal 1.. she was like an egyptian queen on this long chair.. with her legs up the chair.. you know? imagine!! ok.. and then the 3rd row was amazed shocked look on our faces.. and pointing like in egyptian era.. second row was saluting and looking wow.. and first row was like all the guys acting macho with their act muscle hands and dexter and jerome kneel down on the floor and was like wow our queen..

and to informal 2.. the best part.. we think until our brains don work anymore.. we want to be different and indifferent. we want something different so we racked our brains and we end up at Yj's schoolgate where we came in and our of school everyday..

then we asked the security guard for help.. the panel? that blocked cars to enter.. you know that? when you goes to carparks, before you enter, until you put in money into the machine before it, the panel wont shift up to allow you to enter.. well that panel.. and then uncle helped us to make it hang in mid air and we can touch it so me and a few pretend to lift the panel up.. and then one group of 127 were pretending running to it and then with the "oh we got caught in action" look. and then christine was pushing this damn big sign that says no entry.. and then the 3 counsellors on the other side of the panel was having the gun hands along with some others.. and kim chuan managed to borrow the cowboy hat from the uncle and was acting cool with it.. they were all acting cool.. lols.. and then oh yes dinesh was sitting at the end of the panel the pillar holding an umbrella.. he looks stupid but funny oh well and ms chew was holding a long stick supposedly look like a cane acting fierce and the side.. oh yes not to mention... samuel was lying on the road ( pretend that he had fell down ) and then desperately trying to cross over the line.. and then dexter, our president counsellor were catching his leg refusing to let go.. aniwae its jus super cool.. we carnt wait for the photo to be out..

and we kept talking bout it. and it was supposed to be econs lesson but we purposely delayed it and went to the toilet squash court to take somemore pics from people who brought the dig cameras. and then the squash court, that transparent door? we pretended that we were squashed. thats squash court.

and then we used our tactic to tell ms chew how pathetic we are that we were super hungry because of photo taking took away our break. and then she allows us to take packed lunchboxes up. thats whoo crazy.. im beginning to love 127 more and more.. but i still cant forget that they owned me money and forms!!! hahha =D

thats the way of life.