Saturday, August 06, 2005

[[ Return to innocence ]]

[[Return To Innocence]]

That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence

Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion

Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence

If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence

That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence

Don't care what people say
Follow just your own way
Follow just your own way
Don't give up, don't give up
To return, to return to innocence.

If you want then laugh
If you must then cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny.

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*OMG!!! thats the song i'm looking for!!! for super long and i should have asked Mr ruz long ago.. I didnt know he know the song.. thats the song they played in investiture and its really famliar but i didnt take much notice.. and the lyrics is super meaningful.. OMG!!! I found the song!! Thanks Mr ruz!!! =D

Look at the lyrics carefully.

Motivating. encouraging and heart-felt. True enough. I am touched when i heard this song. Speechless but really touched.

The return to innocence. I want to return to innocence. As we grow up and up.. Life's hectic. stressful. and you look around you.. you realised that people aint that nice to you anymore.. you realised you cannot smile innocently at strangers as you like.. Go back to the past. Thats what i really really want to. Thats why i often said Rewind, rewind and we're back. How much i want to go back. played everyday with no worries of whats happening tmr. living each day your fullest. laugh and laugh and more laughter. sometimes.. thats the way things are.. and being childish.. why not? we're innocent and ignorant to the real world. whats stress? like the way things are back then.

The differences.

And when you're young, you don need to even worry or think a lot. There's no need to do reflection. No inner thoughts no inner feelings. everyday you write your journal. and you begin your journal with "today i woke up at 6.15am to go to school. During Pe, we ran a lot as Napfa was nearing. During Recess, I queued and bought noodles. It is very nice and we played hopskotch after that." and when you're a grown up.. define grown up.. old enough to have thoughts of yourself.. "today woke up at 6.15.. bloody early.. im sooo tired.. cant take it anymore.. school is hell man.. we ran during pe again.. darn long! why carnt they stop tormenting me. and Napfa is a stupid thing.. what nonsense.. Ate noodles.. quite alright and we sat down and complain.. " Thats how it is. You complain a lot where you're defined as a grown up.

Sometimes its good to be innocent.

like the article. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

thats a quite inspiring article about Steve Job's speech during some graduation ceremony. He do make many sense. motivating. and we did that during general paper. like cutting out all the inner meanings. Some simple article will turn into complicated in general paper.

just like how you grow.. simplicity to complicated life.

I hate changing. I hate adapting to changes. I dont want the line cos I dont wanna a new number. I never like to change. I still miss that 91383312. All my friend's numbers are gone.. I need to sms them.. so many out dere.. I'm just sick of changing.

[[ Many thanks ]]

Mr Ruz, I found you and i found myself. Thanks for all that encouragement and motivation always. Life's never been more perfect ever since you appeared. =) Thanks for always being dere.

Hedi, though for a quite long period of time.. we didnt meet up but i assure you.. whatever happens to you.. I'b dere for you anytime you need me.. My 10 year friend.. rock on! ..>.<

Gera, my lesbian friend for 4 years.. been with me rain or shine.. always dere whenever i need you.. listening.. consoling.. advising and understanding.. Thanks.. I still love you.. hehhs..^^

Carmen, my partner friend for everything.. blading, in school, studying, play, sports.. and laughing.. Always hearing me winding out and complaining for every matter.. Thanks pal.. =P

Melanie, the most truest person that i can ever find on earth. You're like my secret friend. Someone who write letters to me and send me gifts that are really so sweet.. And i had never seen her before but she is really a good friend of mine.. listening to everything.. shared everything we could.. never ever had no topic.. but sad to say.. we're been apart by many oceans and countries. :)

Paulin, Shiqi and Zebelty, my greatest findings in YJ.. though we're not very strongly bonded.. but thanks for all those encouragement and laughter and crappings and bitching on anyone we can.. hahha.. Complaining together and i really like laughing and bu hao xiao-ing together.. eating together and going crazy.. you guys are the truest i can ever find in YJ.. =D

Wu-Liao cians, WU LIAO!! thats wad all you all are.. but really.. you guys can make my day! making me laugh is sure a no problem. Super corkest gang i ever found plus 119 gang.. totally going crazy.. hahha.. though others may find us noisy but keep going on.. all my smiles and laughter is really can be found with you guys..

Ruis, Mel, Joanne, Ame.. the CRAMP girls plus 127.. though we aint very united but in class i still need you guys.. to control you guys' laughter hahha!! to laugh with me of course and to eat recess together.. to chiong for canteen..and to keep shouting "hun! hun!"

People who ever made my life great are all these people. not forgetting my own family of course.

Though people walk in walk out.. I'm not sure whether these people would walk out of my life. but let me at least enjoy all of you all's accompany. I really love you guys. Made shiping ever possible.

The Return To Innocence. This song is like a thank you song. I dont know why but i feel like thanking everyone i know. thanks everyone for everything. even though names not mention but thanks a million.

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