Traces of your departure

Signs and symptoms of Break-Ups

1. Insomnia
2. Sudden change in attitude
3. Mood swings
4. Suddenly laugh for nothing
5. PMS
6. Loss of appetite
7. Suddenly too hungry
8. Speed-eating
9. Too active
10. Kept quiet for a long period
11. Stress
12. Very frustrated with whole world
13. A weaker immunity in health
14. Songs get you emo damn fast
15. Too emotional
16. Keep talking
17. Tears that flow automatically
18. Tears that wont stop
19. Tears
20. Tears

Had a really enjoyable day with rfc. to town to movie. to sentosa.

They really made me smile.

RFC! LOVE YOU GUYS! (:

I am trying my best. to keep that smile. I'll be back soon.

Just ignore me this moment. I'll be okay.

[Traces of your departure]

Where can i find you?

Some anonymous called today. a private number. I was crazy. Someone called and kept quiet. I thought its you. I admit im dumb. sensitive to think this way. whats wrong with me. is that you? where are you? am missing you like crazy.

But its ok. I tried to look another side. I've been keeping myself busy. I will be okay. I will be. I will be.

Everyone will get hurt. No one will be spared.

Since this thing, I've been gging crazy. I cant eat, cant sleep well. I'm really tired.

I didnt mean not to eat. didnt mean not to eat so much.

but i didnt know why i would be this way. I didnt land myself in this state on purpose. I didnt think of you when i eat. but i jus cant. i don hav the appetite or i would be eating a lot.

It really really hurts now.

deep down inside. I'm bleeding. I'm tearing.

Why will i be like this? So horrible.

I hate the me now.

Im gging back soon.

I will be alright I will be okay i will be alright i will be okay i will be okay i will be alright i will be okay i will be alright i will be alright i will be okayy i will be alright i will be ok i will be alright i will be ok..

okayy. alright.

I wanna run and never stop running.

I'm lost.

I WANNA GO CRAZY

I WANNA SCREAM

I WANNA SHOUT

I WANNA I WANNA

where will you be.

where can i find u

do i still wanna

why

im lost

so lost

without you.

traces of ur departure..

how can i hide my sadness..

I still bring along your smile wherever i go..

on the way to search for my lost happiness..

everything seems so nice.

so perfect.

everyone seems so happy.

so perfect.

how come im not.

im so torn. whyyyyyyyyyy?????

i cant breathe.