sorry =|

Another rainy day. it never stops raining. i'm sorry i know i should be understanding but the problem is when you're in it, you cannot see the overview like what onlookers can see. its hard and damn tough i guess so. i cant control myself. i told myself over and over again that i shouldnt but in the end i cant help it. it is like the mist outside the bus window. i try to wipe it but it's outside as in the outer layer of the window where i can only wipe the inner one. and all i had to put up with is that blurry vision of the outside view on the bus. im terribly sorry =

though somehow i felt damn upset, but what saddens me more is you. your frown is like the rain falling, pouring heavilly sadly. and i realised something. would you rather you gettin' hurt than hurting the one you love? i would rather i get hurt. the feeling of hurting someone you love so much is so much worst than being hurt by someone you love. so for a couple of you, which would you choose?

i never wanted you to be upset. it really hurts damn badly.
'cos i really fell in love with you.

terribly sorry. =