GRRRRRRRRRRRR!
GRRR! its 4.30am in the morning now. i've a dumb rehearsal for yj's gala dinner later on at 10am. never enough of sleep already. its just a waste of time. grrrrr. from 10-5. YJ dont torment me anymore. with so many activities and so many crap going on. actually to think, its never not enough time. if there arent any more activities, the more i would spend my time. as if shiping would sit there properly and study for hours straight. but due to human's natural way to react, GRRR! i will have more time to study (play) WHAT?!
I am tired. Quite. but my failed coffee dinosaur keeps me awake till now. it aint that bad. somehow i kind of like the late hours. it had since long been gone. during o's, i was quite hardworking actually. but i was just playing catching up so i got 16 points instead of 6. that day we had a gathering and we were all talking casually about the past and they declared me hardworking. like since when? but looking back, at least not so bad like now?
I had my best study mate/friend carmen which drive me on at late nights. doing tys together. i kind of miss the life though. we would msg asking each other do until where and complaining of hung-ness. i am hung now!
now im all alone! but thats not the end. im full of energy now! I AM STARTING MY BATTLE PLAN! i looked at physics and i just practically stared at it shell-shocked. WAH LAU what is it talking about? im not going to leave it just like that. i bought an excercise book today and i wrote my target for physics is an A. gotta be kidding since my grades were like F. actually lucky i hand in work and i work it out if im able to pass physics in promos, i can clear it. but im not clearing it! i want to do better.
DONT LAUGH AT ME PEOPLE! later you guys would be staring at me shell-shocked. im going to train myself not sleeping like pig anymore. sleeping eats time away. do you know i am only left with less than A MONTH? i am worried. i dont ever wanna get kicked out. IM ALREADY REPEATING THIS YEAR and im hell regretting. it would be fun to promote together and study but ITS OKAY! i am coping well with certain subjects and shall continue!
NOW WHATS MY BATTLE PLAN? actually i have no idea.
even though i stayed up so late, was just filing all my worksheets, trying to tidy my work and preparing so i can start soon. to everyone, it might be useless. that i wasted my hours of sleep just like that. but not that much, i tend to be able to have motivation at night. maybe not so much of concentration work but keeping me alive at this hour just makes me feel good. research had shown that people who sleep less are more intelligent. well not very sure about that but einstein slept very little. maybe i'll be like him. maybe i will conquer my horrible physics.
actually, brother, i saw your motivation hanging there just reminds me of mine. i began to think about mine. and i really want to sit for As confident and secure of my place in the Uni.
studying is quite all right sometimes. just make people feel very hungry. especially people like me with more mass. especially people like me who is FAT! gRRRRRRR. growl!
i don quite hate it actually.
Things to note:
1) i should never hand in late work anymore because late work just makes me dont feel like doing them and its so irritating doing the work and by not doing them, i'll get zero for daily work. and i'll get kicked out.
2) i should hand in work on time.
I actually do feel tired now. im going sleep soon. GRRRRRRRR!
I am tired. Quite. but my failed coffee dinosaur keeps me awake till now. it aint that bad. somehow i kind of like the late hours. it had since long been gone. during o's, i was quite hardworking actually. but i was just playing catching up so i got 16 points instead of 6. that day we had a gathering and we were all talking casually about the past and they declared me hardworking. like since when? but looking back, at least not so bad like now?
I had my best study mate/friend carmen which drive me on at late nights. doing tys together. i kind of miss the life though. we would msg asking each other do until where and complaining of hung-ness. i am hung now!
now im all alone! but thats not the end. im full of energy now! I AM STARTING MY BATTLE PLAN! i looked at physics and i just practically stared at it shell-shocked. WAH LAU what is it talking about? im not going to leave it just like that. i bought an excercise book today and i wrote my target for physics is an A. gotta be kidding since my grades were like F. actually lucky i hand in work and i work it out if im able to pass physics in promos, i can clear it. but im not clearing it! i want to do better.
DONT LAUGH AT ME PEOPLE! later you guys would be staring at me shell-shocked. im going to train myself not sleeping like pig anymore. sleeping eats time away. do you know i am only left with less than A MONTH? i am worried. i dont ever wanna get kicked out. IM ALREADY REPEATING THIS YEAR and im hell regretting. it would be fun to promote together and study but ITS OKAY! i am coping well with certain subjects and shall continue!
NOW WHATS MY BATTLE PLAN? actually i have no idea.
even though i stayed up so late, was just filing all my worksheets, trying to tidy my work and preparing so i can start soon. to everyone, it might be useless. that i wasted my hours of sleep just like that. but not that much, i tend to be able to have motivation at night. maybe not so much of concentration work but keeping me alive at this hour just makes me feel good. research had shown that people who sleep less are more intelligent. well not very sure about that but einstein slept very little. maybe i'll be like him. maybe i will conquer my horrible physics.
actually, brother, i saw your motivation hanging there just reminds me of mine. i began to think about mine. and i really want to sit for As confident and secure of my place in the Uni.
studying is quite all right sometimes. just make people feel very hungry. especially people like me with more mass. especially people like me who is FAT! gRRRRRRR. growl!
i don quite hate it actually.
Things to note:
1) i should never hand in late work anymore because late work just makes me dont feel like doing them and its so irritating doing the work and by not doing them, i'll get zero for daily work. and i'll get kicked out.
2) i should hand in work on time.
I actually do feel tired now. im going sleep soon. GRRRRRRRR!

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