Saturday, October 14, 2006

Tears and rain.

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.

Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.

It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.




this song's meaningful and from kenneth lim zhi wei hahha. thanks for trying to cheer me up at least. =P but you always suck at this job. oops. hah. i still believe in you dont worry =)

felt much today. like always. thoughts can really kill. i feel so depressing so stressed up recently. i always wonder why is it me? there are many things that i cant seem to get rid of. these days i felt like i've gone the wrong path wrong route. im so lost. i feel like quitting school nowadays. it doesnt matter who i have met actually. everythings like a illusion. i dont feel lost for not meeting the people i currently know. but its all the same. i'll meet another pack of people elsewhere. sometimes its so hard to trust people. theres like nothing to believe in. why do i feel so? everything is just coming to me. cant be bothered. im just going to spend my few days studying and the rest of the year aimlessly.

ARGH! feel so frustrating.

WHERES MY GUARDIAN ANGEL? aint he there to protect me.

who's left in this battle?
the battle of trust.
the battle of real.
the battle of true.

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