the30th'dreamhouse.

whenever i look out of the window,
i can see the30th'dreamhouse.
plus the stars and the night sky.

and all i see is you.

school's starting and i don feel any different or indifferent.
life is like still the same.

and suddenly u are reminded!
today's the 31st.
and school's the 2nd.
and then.. now what?

that kind of empty feeling.
feeling so lost inside.
i only see my goal so faraway.
how am i going on a battle?
what should i bring to the battle?

jus so sick. so tired.

and i got so confused about adults.
they're really so unpredictable at times.
and i dont know what they have in mind.
and what does their brain makes up of?

mum : " ehh tmr u coming down help to work a not?"
shiping : " yeah "; thinking is her actually in fact demanded me to come down. so whats the point of asking?
mum : " then you better wake up early and come down to help!"
shiping : "wad time must i come down?"
mum : "morning la.. must be early! "
shiping thinking again, cant you be more specific? you have the right to say anytime what i cant possible reject also. and then what they are thinking is dont know what dont know how. i come down anytime they will say its late, so im trying to ask a time that you like and then got her irritated.
shiping : "so what time is that?"
mum : "morning..!"
and whats the difference?
shiping " ? "
mum got irritatated. " 7! "
actually seriously do you see a point?
thats why i really don understand wad adults are thinking.

and really don understand why cant they stop yagging?
sighs dont they jus remember i jus gave them a treat?
thought not worth remembering but cant they jus give me some smile for some time.

things that are so hard to understand
1) adults
2) guys
3) dogs (but i don need to understand them)

-the30th'dreamhouse.