Thursday, December 22, 2005

Went working at my mum's shop today.. simply bcos i don know what stupid festival it is.. don understand why must got wad chu yi si wu.. make me half dead only.. x.x

woke up real early at 6 you know. trying to grope around in the dark and my eyes are only half wided. but i recalled how my mum the empress scolded me last night. so i woke up damn reluctantly. and im feeling damn tired. i got totally no energy. and i really feel like sleeping now.

and this morning was a total wow. the customers damn damn damn a lot and im totally shocked. some customers went off without waiting for the drinks they ordered because its super long. we got no choice alright. and i feel like im a clown entertaining some customers as they kept laughing at me running here and there panicking here and there.

and i realised sth. why are adults so paranoid? they are like so kanchiong and they cant even relax. the more you panick, the more god knows wad might happen. and when they start to kanchiong to panic, we would get scolded. maybe you haven came across this scenario yet but its terrible. and adults are like so omg. i don even know wad to describe. you really see all kinds of customers. and im complaining to myself all day long and even making myself so unhappy. i feel just so irritated when everything's so complicated. the whole situation is like in chaos. and then i began to think, we have a choice to complain complain or to stay positive. so i tried, and it was like so much better for me. i felt more relaxed and even more happier. and i was there talking cork with my dad! it was really damn funny. he was trying to act out how my mum scold me last night. omg and hes like imitating her actions and reading her lines. and im trying to act like mum scolding him. it turned out super funny. but we kept a secret between ourselves, in case empress know and im gone!

Empress is actually a very efficicient and has fast reflexes but im giving a big no no to what shes doing. she should learn to relax but if i tell her that i probably get killed. With empress around, everything seems to be going smoothly but she should not be in such a big fury. it harms yourself, mum! plus she has high cholestrol right. and whenever i said shes fierce, she will say " you think i like to scold people ah? " but actually shes a fantastic and great mother. understanding at times but just get too panicky at times. and i really love her. my empress and my emperor. and actually i do love talking to them always.

I am real tired. my mind is like shutting down.

just some points to note for tdy.

sighs i don know am i being sensitive but not very close friends came up and ask me how am i doing? and i didnt really wanna talk to them. they probably would laugh since they turn one big round and ask me if i promote. wanted to ignore them. i wouldnt really care much lah. but i jus feel so scary. how come no one seems real anymore?

i rather you showed me the true and pure form of yourself, people.

-got really tired. just someone please?

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