hate myself

I hate myself sometimes.
hate that so indecisive me.
why cant i be more decisive and decide what i wanna do where i wanna go what i choose to do.

i always can tell ppl easilly... follow your heart.. do what you want..
but the problem is i dont know what i want..

what do i really want?
where do i wanna go?

anyone can tell me?
I really hate me right now.

and the one who goes around hurting people..
because i dont know what i want..
i really hate myself..

I've dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead.
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things you said.

I dont know what it meant.
but i dont wanna think anymore.