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today's a day where feelings come alive.
im haunted by emotions. seeing this and that made me feel what kind of person am i. haunted by dreams. im a dark person. i think people around me cant feel especially joyful when im in dark shadows. i think i will most probably drown them down with it. and its terrible when i start feeling all the weird feelings. maybe its the simplest reason again. im paranoia all over again. i hate things more and more. i become more and more short-tempered. i couldnt stand many things up to a thousand things. i cannot control my emotions and i thought it would be best to let them run wild. i start to think a lot. and my brain got nowhere to contain them all. all the heavy dark and wild thoughts. and they lost to me. lost to my thoughts. they can never win them. the sophsiscated brain functions so well that it is impossible to track it down. the feelings did come back up with memories. it just back it up with the similar feeling felt ago. sometimes i think i dislike you. i hate the bad attention seeked. i wasnt left pure innocent real and true. everything came and took all my esteem away. it is nothing but everything. just that everything, just took it all away. for the world most reasonable excuse, everything came. im haunted. i cant let off. nobody would let me off. im left there to think. think about the feelings that came and the feelings that lost it all. i cannot care anymore. its too tedious to do so. walk off easilly and leave all the mess to me. even though i seem to be able to carry it with me. people all thought so. they assume. using the assumption theory. that we humans are able to assume many things. many wrong things. as right. i think its hard to control the dangerous weapon now. i feel so low. low till the waves can come and sweep me away from earth. low till heaven is going to devour me. low till i'll never get struck by lightning. low till you can never see me anymore. actually i think i know the solution but i probably just dont wanna get to the solution fast because i want to experience the process. its painful and now we should all learn that the end is better. not the process.
for the above entry, people would normally think i need extra protection since i would do harm to society.
im haunted by emotions. seeing this and that made me feel what kind of person am i. haunted by dreams. im a dark person. i think people around me cant feel especially joyful when im in dark shadows. i think i will most probably drown them down with it. and its terrible when i start feeling all the weird feelings. maybe its the simplest reason again. im paranoia all over again. i hate things more and more. i become more and more short-tempered. i couldnt stand many things up to a thousand things. i cannot control my emotions and i thought it would be best to let them run wild. i start to think a lot. and my brain got nowhere to contain them all. all the heavy dark and wild thoughts. and they lost to me. lost to my thoughts. they can never win them. the sophsiscated brain functions so well that it is impossible to track it down. the feelings did come back up with memories. it just back it up with the similar feeling felt ago. sometimes i think i dislike you. i hate the bad attention seeked. i wasnt left pure innocent real and true. everything came and took all my esteem away. it is nothing but everything. just that everything, just took it all away. for the world most reasonable excuse, everything came. im haunted. i cant let off. nobody would let me off. im left there to think. think about the feelings that came and the feelings that lost it all. i cannot care anymore. its too tedious to do so. walk off easilly and leave all the mess to me. even though i seem to be able to carry it with me. people all thought so. they assume. using the assumption theory. that we humans are able to assume many things. many wrong things. as right. i think its hard to control the dangerous weapon now. i feel so low. low till the waves can come and sweep me away from earth. low till heaven is going to devour me. low till i'll never get struck by lightning. low till you can never see me anymore. actually i think i know the solution but i probably just dont wanna get to the solution fast because i want to experience the process. its painful and now we should all learn that the end is better. not the process.
for the above entry, people would normally think i need extra protection since i would do harm to society.
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