calvin; i see happiness

((: soundaholic (Away)
-calvin; i see happiness

i saw a different side of life. life doesnt seem that unbearable afterall. i am sure i am going for my dreams when i am done being committed to studying. i am pursuing them. because i discover a different side. a beautiful one. an enriching one. life didnt feel so beautiful before, but through this mirror, i saw something different. i felt that life was beautiful. first time, i see happiness. happiness for life. i want to smile, laugh and do whatever i could. let it capture them and become a beautiful memory. my beautiful life. after my present job right now, i quit. i quit you. quit everyone. i am leaving. on a plane. by sea a beautiful yacht. to pursue my dreams. a world that really belong to mine. my own little dreams. i see it. i see happiness. first time in my life, i never felt so happy before. because i can forsee myself. some things that belong to mine.

capture me. capture all my thoughts.

capture my dreams,
capture my happiness,
unknown.

calvin had his world of sound.
i had my world of dreams.

i have my own rights to pursue them on my own. tearing because i am feeling glad. for once in my life, i see happiness right in my eyes in my mind. im glad i saw that mirror. mirror to happiness. where autumn doesnt exist, where rain doesnt kept on pouring, where love is no longer important. where all the never-endings end. i saw this vision. i knew its coming.

i am tearing now. like the rain.
but because i see happiness