welcome to the emo state.

welcome to the emo state.

caught nightmare before christmas with the peeps. hmmm actually got sort of feelings coming over me.

like how the santa dream is still going on. like how we hoped for some things in life. like that kind of waiting time. but it always have a different outcome.

like how i sympathize with jack. for being so pathetic and ruined christmas. in the end, only santa can fix it back. nobody can. only santa. like the stupid useless fairytale. no santa no christmas. this season, santa still does not exist. i cannot find santa. can never. jack's like trapped. he cannot get it right. because he does not belong to the happy cheerful side. because he's forever dark. maybe i can have different sides, but he is always dark. he tries hard to change but he cannot transform into the person he want to. because he has the roots of the dark side. the emo side. perhaps his town is called dark town or emo town.

welcome to my emo state.
welcome to my dark state.

perhaps the rain really got into my eyes. i cant help but stare at this whole gloomy island. everyone's down.

i guess good old days never come back. we can never turn back time.

given a choice, i think i wouldnt mind living in jack's town. maybe i am already there. like jack trying to blend into christmas town. maybe i try to blend into halloween town. pathetic. like the rain.

can you hear.

told myself hard. that i shouldnt feel sorrow simply because christmas is coming. the season of joy. i suddenly felt as if i fell into a real deep hole and im not doing anything when the sand and mud comes in and bury me alive. i didnt bother to struggle for my own survival. maybe cos i dont want to. maybe i just wanna shut my eyes and disappear forever. and you wouldnt notice any difference

snow's overlapping the snow.
welcome to the emo state.