little dreams

i have dreams. big ones. small ones. dreams that are not discovered and not known. so i will keep them secretly. so that no one take my dreams away.

i'm diagnosed with paranoia and only breaking free from this town will heal me. so im off. for a journey on my own. it doesnt matter where. it only matters with who. all alone thats what i need. i will feel lost but i dont mind. I feel trapped inside this place. if i dont leave. i'm on way and others can join the black parade.

today. alone proves useful. get things off my mind. looking at crowds. travelling alone. i just want to get used to being all alone and feeling lost. so i wouldnt need anyone. so no one would make me weak. no one could. understood that theres no pure trust existing. you know i dont need anybody. i will make life like mine. i will get it alll back. im on my way to eternity. at least i feel like eternity. i thought hard. i concentrated. i focused. hard.



and one day i'll leave you to join the trip.
to north pole to marry an eskimo
and fish from dawn to dust.

Good bye is so hard;
But I'll say it anyway.

i'll leave you in autumn.
so i can enjoy winter all alone.