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nescafe's original or the mocha is my best medicine nowadays. i really cant keep awake while doing work. laughter's the best medicine for staying awake during lectures and tutorials. like when i boarded bus home today i was telling myself it was a short journey so i shouldnt sleep so i wouldnt miss my stop. but in the end, i slept like nobody's business. sometimes i just wish for a bus that i could sleep throughout and once i wake up, it would stop at my house.

i love bus rides; somehow. in general, i do like bus rides. maybe i'm feeling good these days. maybe im really happy cos i didnt complain a bit when my bus didnt come. it really is different when you are in high spirits and low spirits. i was very positive. like i have been modulus a million times.

i really do feel comfortable with the way everything is right now. maybe i haven got much to commit. to really pay attention to commit. and i haven got much time to bother. or maybe i feel ease right now. like i can do whatever i like with no one to hold me back or no one to affect my decisions. like the world wouldnt stop right now. i see days go by. i feel all four seasons. like i feel light. and i goes perfectly with the weather now.

all i need now is a perfect sweater or a jacket. to keep me from the cold. maybe its time for my jacket to retire. if you wanna know how i feel now, its like hiding inside the jacket with the cold weather outside. comfortable and easy.

i really feel so much lighter. i try to laugh all day long. i love the company i get. all day long. even if i have all the homework in the world.

welcome to planet earth hahha! im a certified earthian.

maybe this laughing life is like my secondary days. like i never got bored with school before ever.

threw everything on the ground and float off ground. to a rainbow paradise.

do you know i am very saddened by the death of a snail today. i love snails cos i always think they're brave and strong. and some kukumalu crushed it. OMG. i shifted snails my whole life and i should have shifted this poor little one. during floorball training, omg. snails are my best motivators on earth other than adam khoo and donald trump. im full of guilt.

i probably have the weirdest thinkings. but actually if we separate people one by one, everyone's weird in some other ways. i hate bananas and i love raining seasons and i love snails. people normally think im a weirdo when i start to smell rain. but its so nice. only fel will agree with me. miss the times we stare at rain; somehow.

i miss the roof where we gaze at stars at night; when my heart beats when i see you.
i miss the roof where we sat at the playground in late afternoons.
i miss the table where we coloured notes with markers.
i miss the catching up with you and singing garden festival along.
i miss the eggtarts, the fishball, whipped potato and the laksa.
i miss the saddest song.
i miss the canteen.
i miss the dark mornings.
i miss complaining with you.
i miss the times during literature lessons where we laugh and ate.
i miss the times during chinese lessons when i look over at you.
i miss the times we went for tomyam.
i miss the times we stayed in school to talk.
i miss walking home with you.
i miss the station at the swing.
i miss the times you walked me home.
i miss the water war in class.
i miss the simplest things in life.
the most happiest days in my life.
the safest times.

i miss all the best moments in my life.
although i tried my best to captured it all,
now i am only left with an unclear impression.

all the hot afternoons in summerville.

only if you were my friend.