[[ Is it me..? Am i happy now..? ]]

[[ Is it me..? Am i happy now..? ]]

I wonder.

I'm fed up. Well not actually.

It isnt like me. But it is me. So is it me?

You know. In YJ.. I keep going around scolding people.. teasing people.. And slapping people..

It could be quite cartoon and funny. but so far i remember.. I wasnt like this..

I seems fierce, arrogant here.

Was it my true self or was it me changing?

I admit I'm sensitive. sensitive to almost everything around me.

With 4e3.. The girls are more patient and probably portrayed as not unreasonable people with the guys but right now.. i see myself as an unreasonable person.. Do I seems to be?

I carnt believe what i just wrote. I felt exactly what I am now.

I already portrayed myself as a spoilt person.

Am i being too sensitive..?

With victor they all.. gera u know rites.. I aint tt kind of person who would scream at the guys for nothing even though the guys provoke me.. I wouldnt like.. I am tt kind who screams around for some stupid stuff.. but not screaming at the guys.. and they dont purposely provoked me..

Why do i keep screaming at sly.. even though i dont mean to..And cursing at him.. what u believe i slap u not..

yesh and the demure and gentle image i want is no longer dere.

I admit i was chor loh.. Doing things embarrassing myself.. sickening.. blehs.. enough crap.

Caught Shall we dance tonight.. and played arcade.. happilly shopping around.. and i bought almost nothing.. Nothing really catches my eye though..

And guys.. have i changed?