damn//.

today's the twenty five.
back to esplanade. romantic nights. nervous yet sweet. unbelievable.
back to the walks. simple and happy.
back to sheares. beautiful and amazing.
back to macs. enjoyable and fun.
back to suntec. relaxed and carefree.

a lil'. really that lil'.



damn//. all that workloads gettin frm sch work. its only the first 3 months and the work is pilling up. argh. cant get enough to breathe. i wanna relax. wanna have fun. so much. life gettin so hectic that i cant even stop. balancing everything is really hard. i'm really tired. damn shagged. i wanna scream. damn. damn. damn. back to what shiping is like when 127 just started. people said i lost that enthusiasm. lost that lively spirit. lost that craziness in me. is that so? people comment on my spirit soul whatever whatever almost everyday. is that really so? argh. fatigue tying me down. i cant really help it. why is it so competitive. why is everything making so stressful for me. i wanna rest. damn badly yet lots of work waiting for me. im really tired. how can i continue? damn. stay balance. cool. damn//.

take me for a carousel ride or a ferris spin.