After eight.

today's not much different though. still the same old boring school and lessons. i've changed somehow. maybe a part of me would not wanna let history repeats itself again, another part of me got the motivation somewhere. no more late nights equivalent to no more darkness in my world ever again. perhaps i got the strength from some unknown source and try to complete every work as fast as i can. hmmm my class seems kinda weird for me. a strange kind of feeling. like strangers studying in a same classroom. feels damn weird but who cares. i came alone. i leave alone. maybe one day we're be like a class. why it seems so weird everywhere i go. a kind of i don belong to anywhere feeling. yet i never lost my way. but im glad i found you. you're my strength for me not to collapse.

i jus read kentoh's blog and hahha your confessions. understood perfectly. the bond between you two is really strong. it is hard to even say it and i really can sense it. it is not gayism just sth which i really envied. the closeness between guys and girls are really different. guys never express much and they can shared a common telepathy. it is really indescribable. nanny sure feel the same way as you do. the indescribable bond between you two. really brothers. hahha.

love the after eight. melted but i still love it bcos its from you. i know you felt the same way too. :) our coincidences many a times. maybe. probably. the unknown source of strength comes from you.

-where i follow you go.