What's so wrong with being happy? I suggest we learn to love ourselves before it's made illegal.When will we learn? When will we change?Just in time to see it all fall down.we are like frogs oblivious to the water starting to boil. No one flinches, we all float face down. when we would takeoff? when would we land?


this world sold its fate for parking lots and drunk sincerity.

got atarised. got oranged.

was out in town with ameee and went on to meet pei, ah be and karwei. we saw performances in town. some dance put up by some grps of people and then we went to esplanade and watched some undiscovered talent performed. it was really good. the singer was really fantastic and her voice is really good. she sang with a lot of emotions in her and i thought it was really good. she was indulging in her music and made the audience mesmerized by her voice. it was fun. damn cork.

when im with you, all i see is you. nothing else matters. is that a crime. im losing my mind. is that a crime to fall in love with you.

I saw history's henchman today again. i'm afraid of history repeating itself.
my thoughts wandered all around today.

so i pretend im doing all i can.
and i hope someday you'll find it in your heart.
I remember waiting for you to come.
I remember waiting for you to call.
Remember waiting and there to find nothing at all.

we had talks and i wasnt as lucky as i am now. i never got lucky before. i was practically falling everytime. it was always my darkest moments. it hurts damn bad everytime. it wasnt about finding someone better but about letting go to make things better. it wasnt about finding replacement to make myself better. it is jus making myself happier and to stay happy so that things wouldnt hurt that much and time is not a factor to be considered.

so to sum up all. happiness need not to be derived from the others but you can also find it alone. find reasons for your happiness!