will you please stop going around hurting people?

i guessed i watched too much television. loving the loved. de-hurt the hurt. i apologize sincerely for causing the hurts. i know nothing can make up for anything. that day as i stared blankly, images flashed across my mind. i did my reflections. i had done wrong. i made my mistake. and like the song, i got nowhere to run. i admit i am selfish. i never wanted to hurt anyone. i just wan to search for my happiness instead of waiting and i hurt people whom i never intended to. is it true. are you my happiness? why doubt; i know. but it seems almost unbelievable. i still cant imagine it.

and reality; like what i kept saying is different. reality is harsh is cruel is evil. its history's henchmen.
i am terribly sorry. hope this sincere apology of mine would minimise the pain that holds within.

i apologized. i am sorry.
i know i shouldnt feel this way but i cant help not to.