Freunde - Friends.
im getting down more easilly these few days. a lil bit of things would make me upset easilly. i dont know whats wrong with everything. im feeling vexed easilly and i meant damn easilly. i'm sorry if i let someone upset or what. i'm sorry about that day. i just feel damn sucky like im a big loser and everything. why do i made you upset all the time? i dont mean it but im like jus so hopeless. i hav poor memory; i lose things easilly; i am not considerate enough; and whatever whatever. why do i deserve such good treatment from you. i always feel you're too good for me. and if anyone read my blog, you jus feel i'm damn dumb but you know you really cant control feeling that way. will anyone understand what am i feeling. i am not good enough for you. but i really cant let you go you know. you're just so important. :)
i've been seeing too much unhappiness that i've been losin hope of everything. how come relationships end so fast. why do people get hurt and why do people hurt their half. why is the word-love so complicated. there seems to be endless and endless questions to the other half. we always almost want to question him/her about this and that. simply bcos we cant find the answer ourselves. why is it when things happen, everything seems so late. and why do we always almost cant get the answer out. we'll leave with nothing. memories perhaps. hurts and hurts. why are we humans. why do we feel so emotional. many many questions but no answers.
and my dear friend, you gotta be strong. it hurts me as well seeing you like that. you're so torn. i saw my best bud feeling so hurt so lost. i really dont know what to say but just hope me listening would make you feel better. you gotta be strong. and i mean you're really strong. dont break down easilly like i do. from what we end up talking, i knew you would be strong. somethimes, we learnt to be stronger thru storms. i really have no idea how to console you but i would be there i assure you. everytime anytime you need me, i would be there. i would make sure you dont collapse. i would be there to hold and support you. i really mean it. and it really hurts me seeing you like that. alright. i would be your crying shoulder if you ever need it. and for everything, i guess you are so clear cut about what you going to do so theres nth more i can say. its okay to tear my dearest friend. its okay to be vulnerable. really. i learnt that and especially in front of your friend, it is really alright to. nothing would happen. i would stand by you. maybe i know, in my years, i had no accomplishments. no big trophies. no good certificates. no fantastic results. but when i fall, i knew i had place to land on. i never regretted knowing all my friends. you're all the only ones i had in my years. and you even, my dear friend as always. there is no need to thank about. i understand perfectly. stay strong, my dear friend. thats the only thing we can do right now. lets dont care about other things. concentrate and focus on your studies. its an important year this year. and i really know i need not say much. you know what you're gonna do. hang on there. and if you cant take it, wanna let go, its alright too. keep going, friend. i would be there. just keep going. =)
Freunde. what i've gained all my life.
i've been seeing too much unhappiness that i've been losin hope of everything. how come relationships end so fast. why do people get hurt and why do people hurt their half. why is the word-love so complicated. there seems to be endless and endless questions to the other half. we always almost want to question him/her about this and that. simply bcos we cant find the answer ourselves. why is it when things happen, everything seems so late. and why do we always almost cant get the answer out. we'll leave with nothing. memories perhaps. hurts and hurts. why are we humans. why do we feel so emotional. many many questions but no answers.
and my dear friend, you gotta be strong. it hurts me as well seeing you like that. you're so torn. i saw my best bud feeling so hurt so lost. i really dont know what to say but just hope me listening would make you feel better. you gotta be strong. and i mean you're really strong. dont break down easilly like i do. from what we end up talking, i knew you would be strong. somethimes, we learnt to be stronger thru storms. i really have no idea how to console you but i would be there i assure you. everytime anytime you need me, i would be there. i would make sure you dont collapse. i would be there to hold and support you. i really mean it. and it really hurts me seeing you like that. alright. i would be your crying shoulder if you ever need it. and for everything, i guess you are so clear cut about what you going to do so theres nth more i can say. its okay to tear my dearest friend. its okay to be vulnerable. really. i learnt that and especially in front of your friend, it is really alright to. nothing would happen. i would stand by you. maybe i know, in my years, i had no accomplishments. no big trophies. no good certificates. no fantastic results. but when i fall, i knew i had place to land on. i never regretted knowing all my friends. you're all the only ones i had in my years. and you even, my dear friend as always. there is no need to thank about. i understand perfectly. stay strong, my dear friend. thats the only thing we can do right now. lets dont care about other things. concentrate and focus on your studies. its an important year this year. and i really know i need not say much. you know what you're gonna do. hang on there. and if you cant take it, wanna let go, its alright too. keep going, friend. i would be there. just keep going. =)
Freunde. what i've gained all my life.
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