Sunday, January 22, 2006

sum it all up.

chinese new year is actually very near, do you know that? my mum stocked up all the new year goodies already and especially warned me not to steal any. but i was having my damn horrible medicine as usual, and i cant help it and stole some. hahha sorry mum. she wont count anyway. =P and i went out to bugis and suntec with pei and kentoh today. kentoh was behaving like a small kid, right? our little brother-like. but in the end, we tortured him like a slave carrying our shopping bags. am officially broke as i spend a lot these days. pei, right? but it was quite fun.. how come money is so hard to earn but easy to spend.. can any great philosopher explain it?

and my dearest dearest friend, it really pains me to see you in great hurt. be strong okays? everything gonna be alright someday. love you a lot. be like that happy go lucky girl i used to know. the bu zai hu girl okay? hang on dere.. =

what would it be like after a thousand years?

and why does shiping likes to ask questions that obviously got no answers to it right. okays forget it. ha ha.

i'm not tired somehow probably dued to me waking up at 1pm today. but i slept quite late ytd and so why is this happening? i rmbered telling myself to do some physics some shit but i think yeah no. tmr is a packed day. and a damn day for me i guessed. okays. avoid talking to me tmr. i guess i would be in a pretty pms mood. the lessons are so boring. you know like gp, lit lec lit tutorials, econs lec econs tut.. argh!! okay suddenly i remembered someone told me " school is not a circus. " so i guess i gotta find ways to entertain myself tmr. hahha and this circus thought made me smile. but seriously i dont know why in the world the hell i would take literature for. it is not interesting. especially all the lectures and tutorials. but the only thing is the subject i can be confident of getting a pass. maybe in As im only going to aim As for econs and maths. and literature is the best choice out of those history geography chem bio art music whatever whatever. oh yes and As for my physics as well. physics is interesting but i dont have a physic inclined brain. my brain just cannot work fast with physics linked but it is interesting. sounds weird right.

it has been a long time since i kept complaining about the things in my blog. but today probably i cannot get to sleep and got nothing to do. thats why you see. urmm okay back to why am i gonna pms mood tmr cos im down with that stupid detention thing. you know why? okays college's lame. and i mean damn freaking lame. we are only allowed to be late 3 times a year. and you know like duno 99.9 percent or whatever shit. they keep stressing on the 99999. and i can tell you only buddha can make it la. only buddhas can get the 9999 whatever. and im only late 2 times. my mum got a call. and then im down with 3 hrs of detention. and the most lame thing. 3 hrs spread over 3 days and over 2 weeks. and college spend money installing gadgets like video-cams. last year, im like late for duno how many times and no one ever told me about detention. and i didnt even knew detention exists. nobody was fearful of the college i guess and this year the school went crazy. it became so strict and so exaggerating. and even so lame. and the detention starts at 5pm ends at 6pm.

it might seem to be a small problem but if parents are called, things are never a joke to me. i never did detentions in my entire life. i only recalled sent to dm's office and i went talking with friends while standing outside the office cos we were all defiant to the teacher. but now its alone. and it itself makes a lot damn difference. my parents obviously wouldnt side me. and wondering so what am i gonna do during detentions? the paper only write "service to college" i gonna take gun and fire the college man. i would wanna burn the college down.

am i being so paranoid? sighs and i dont know myself either. this kinda thing obviously dont make you positive. and i got my name written down for an "oversize blouse". and you expect me wear a tight fitting blouse to school? and since when does your school rule state this kinda crap theory. it is like ridiculous precisely.

sighs whatever. these things just dont make me good. yeap. only probably looking forward to wednesday. =)

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