perfect life
skipped school today and went swimming with pei in the morning. today's a monday and i always have monday blues because i dont like the lessons. okay thats maybe too evil of me because im a student and my responsibility is to go to school attend all lectures and tutorials and pay attention and be a good girl. but im a human right so sometimes i have my lazy periods but its the first three months right now so its still alright.
and i went school for floorball. it was damn tiring but i damn miss it. i dont know till when i suddenly woke up. i've been skipping floorball for damn long. i realised i had been damn irresponsible. somehow i pioritise personal matters over it. the feeling was good. it was really damn good. to give a hard smack at the ball after so long. though i never played very well in floorball but it is still my own satisfaction. to even play it. it had been a long time since i get involved in sports i guess. some running here and there just make me feel good. yup.
i was talking to hedi the other day during dinner. that are actually many things i wanna do. i always wanted to go back my kickboxing. and we somehow talked back the days in karate. hahha do you know im once in karate lah. but im damn young that somehow being so immature that i quit it. i want to pack myself with stuffs so i dont have any time to idle and having less time means it will get us on and on with studies and all. i just dont want to spend more of my parents money. maybe i try to save for my kickboxing lessons. ( and damn gera, stop smiling if you see this. i know you can go kb. grr hahha ) i feel damn good after i vent everything out with punches and kicks. when you're tired and you know you have to go on. there was a few times, i am feeling damn irritated somehow and after a lesson of concentrating in kb, everything just go away. that was when there werent any personal matters. the fast pace of your life. the rushing here and here just helps me to absorb better.
that talk really makes us realise we should really take up more stuffs and so that we have no time to idle at all. i dont know but we felt the same way. giving us less time would make us trying to grasp tight of time. i thought of many things and some things changed me. or rather, i change the thought of them. im gonna do what i can. do what im capable of.
imagine mons and fris with floorball. tues and thurs with kickboxing. wed with karate. sundays with swimming. my life would be damn perfect lah.
but maybe karate it would be most unlikely if i go back but i know my parents would be damn supportive of me doing that. actually i dont mind starting all over again but how to face the instructors there. hmmm maybe if.....
okays im jus bullshitting with craps. i realised floorball really gives you the drive to go further. it just makes you tired but gives you more determination somehow. amazing aint it.
i want to excel myself.
i want to excel in floorball.
i want to excel in studies.
i want to excel in relationship.
i want to excel in friendships.
i want to excel in family.
i just need to excel myself and that would be enough. do better than myself each and everytime.
i want to make my life more perfect.
is this my perfect life actually?
and i went school for floorball. it was damn tiring but i damn miss it. i dont know till when i suddenly woke up. i've been skipping floorball for damn long. i realised i had been damn irresponsible. somehow i pioritise personal matters over it. the feeling was good. it was really damn good. to give a hard smack at the ball after so long. though i never played very well in floorball but it is still my own satisfaction. to even play it. it had been a long time since i get involved in sports i guess. some running here and there just make me feel good. yup.
i was talking to hedi the other day during dinner. that are actually many things i wanna do. i always wanted to go back my kickboxing. and we somehow talked back the days in karate. hahha do you know im once in karate lah. but im damn young that somehow being so immature that i quit it. i want to pack myself with stuffs so i dont have any time to idle and having less time means it will get us on and on with studies and all. i just dont want to spend more of my parents money. maybe i try to save for my kickboxing lessons. ( and damn gera, stop smiling if you see this. i know you can go kb. grr hahha ) i feel damn good after i vent everything out with punches and kicks. when you're tired and you know you have to go on. there was a few times, i am feeling damn irritated somehow and after a lesson of concentrating in kb, everything just go away. that was when there werent any personal matters. the fast pace of your life. the rushing here and here just helps me to absorb better.
that talk really makes us realise we should really take up more stuffs and so that we have no time to idle at all. i dont know but we felt the same way. giving us less time would make us trying to grasp tight of time. i thought of many things and some things changed me. or rather, i change the thought of them. im gonna do what i can. do what im capable of.
imagine mons and fris with floorball. tues and thurs with kickboxing. wed with karate. sundays with swimming. my life would be damn perfect lah.
but maybe karate it would be most unlikely if i go back but i know my parents would be damn supportive of me doing that. actually i dont mind starting all over again but how to face the instructors there. hmmm maybe if.....
okays im jus bullshitting with craps. i realised floorball really gives you the drive to go further. it just makes you tired but gives you more determination somehow. amazing aint it.
i want to excel myself.
i want to excel in floorball.
i want to excel in studies.
i want to excel in relationship.
i want to excel in friendships.
i want to excel in family.
i just need to excel myself and that would be enough. do better than myself each and everytime.
i want to make my life more perfect.
is this my perfect life actually?
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