grey-coloured world.
i thought. i shouldnt have come school late today. it was just an exposure. just to let me see that i am flawed. am i accepted? like always, no. rejected. dettached. especially in this so lost world of mine. everything was greyed.
sometimes, i thought i had already confirm myself. i know that it would affect me even if i am rejected and dettached with people around me. because i know i choose to stay that way. but sometimes, being so sure, i become unsure. i wasnt really confident of myself and i should totally stand firm on what i thought so. but this universe is just so contraddicting. i am so.
just suddenly felt so emotic that i cannot lift my spirits up. i feel so down. i think of almost all negative things now. am i negative or am i being shown to being negative? just sometimes, somehow.
the world is grey-coloured. now.
sometimes, i thought i had already confirm myself. i know that it would affect me even if i am rejected and dettached with people around me. because i know i choose to stay that way. but sometimes, being so sure, i become unsure. i wasnt really confident of myself and i should totally stand firm on what i thought so. but this universe is just so contraddicting. i am so.
just suddenly felt so emotic that i cannot lift my spirits up. i feel so down. i think of almost all negative things now. am i negative or am i being shown to being negative? just sometimes, somehow.
the world is grey-coloured. now.
posted by gardenfestival at 11:52 PM
1 Comments:
understand how you feel, got feel before, got down before got sad before, and that that point of time cannot think of anything but how to become more sad, but one thing, it's not a matter of how sad you are, how long more you want to be sad?
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