the fucked up school.

the fucked up school.

teared again. horribly again.

sat at some place near my house which i really like.
a big empty open space where no one can find me.

was wishing for the rain to fall..
was waiting for rain to fall..

the sky was overcast and there was lightnings..

hoping it struck me..

someone found me in the end.
i really teared like fuck.

looking so shagged.
so vulnerable so weak.

-let the rain fall down and wake my dreams..

let it wash away my sainity.

i am really angry.
angry for what has happened.
why is it so god damn unfair.
i kept swearing.
that damn school.
fuck to you.
the principal and everything.
and i really had the urge to barge into that damn conference room
and to said FUCK YOU!
i am really very rash and impulsive.

do you think you can survive with a bunch of students who know nuts about failure?
and when they couldnt take it next year when its more stressful, they will probably screwed it all.

they had never been thru failure and they never experience it for most of them.
and we, being so sincere so determined, only want to prove everyone right.
to show the world we can do it..
and no one ever gave us a chance..

paulin's right. the yellow ribbon project.
is that how you answer to minister's call.
what kind of gracious society you wanna develop?

waiting all the way till 8+pm in school..
we didnt even have dinner, who pitied us?
dont tell us we deserved it.
we might be but we deserve a chance as well.

this school is really damn fucked up.

i walked out the fucked up school
and i really shouted and i mean it.

even your students hate your school?
what kind of school is it?
to anyhow allow people at whatever points to get in your fucked up school?
saying about how everyone should be given a chance at whatever points
for what? BULLSHIT.
to kick more people out or to retain more people.
jus don act gracious. fucked up school.

the teachers here are just equal to corrupted.
corrupted teachers who are like blind to things around them.

don pretend, teachers.
dont act. cut out all your nonsense.
damn fake.

i really had enough.
i hate the system.
its the people im unwilling to let go.
other than that. i swear i gonna make hell if i leave the school.

don pretend to be gracious right.
go to hell, fucked up school.

teared the entire night.
about friends.
about myself at the crossroads.

where to go?
im totally lost.
everyone's gging different ways.
how is it that i am going to take it?

i almost lost it all today.
totally defeated.

I am really not happy about it.

i am going to fight for my rights.
even though i don wan to stay in this fucked up school.

what kind of holistic education your school is giving?

jus fuck off lar, fucked up school.