the unspoken of - last memories

totally alright.

jus whenever speak of friends,
i probably cant take it.
probably teared.

everyone would be going different ways.
and even though we chose different paths..
be it retain, be it poly be it promote..
i hope everyone would stay united
lets all follow what is said of us
rfc-united!

and as i read rfc's blog, less active than before
but still that kind of shit.
our confessions by each individual
and all our gratitude to one another

it really is very touching.

the rfcians (without the complications *winks!)

kentoh - president of rfc!
paulin - secretary of rfc!
roger ong- our idol!
shiqi- mrs roger!
jerry- gou zai dui of rfc!
ck- some act jap!
weijun- my 2.5 million and dicky!
zebelty- club queen?
jun nan- everyone's nam gor!
rebecca- pei pei!
sheng yu- sheng yu pian!
desmond- some hokkein beng!
joel- our beckham
kailiang- canberra partner!
soon kuey- soonkuey lar, what else?
nicholas- ni ke le si!

without them, these guys out here..
i bet my life in yj will suck that much..

i love them all a lot..
and they really made my day each time.

they had really been a best part of my life.

they are all very nice people.
and everyone of us..

in such a short period of less than a year,
we knew each of our own weakness and strengths..
theres nothing much more to hide with them

from yjc's canteen to angmokio hawker to geylang to airport

filled with memories. unspoken of.

we had smash cake sessions for our fellow rfcians' birthdays.
like what shiqi said..
"spirit of rfc will always be ard in sch. just like the mark that was left behind on the wall by the cake we threw. (:"

i dared to say, we lived up the yjc canteen.

we did all sort of things.
from poker to water wars to smash cakes to talk cork.

and i really can never said enough of them

our favourite hang out was the ang mo kio's hawker.
cos we loved the food there and especially the hokkein mee.
the cai tau kuey, the big big chocolate ice kacang and etc etc.

maybe not the food is really special in some way
but the people you eat with are really special..

every lame thing you think of, we sure thought of.

to chiong all the way to geylang for tau huey..
and to spot prositution..
though lame but darn funny..

to chiong to east coast park..
cos we feel like it..

to chiong to airport..
cos we liked the airport.. the environment..
and some even sleep over at the airport..

to go to sentosa..
and laughing at one another for being red..
the sun-burnt rfcians.

to go for steamboat at roger's place..
to stand and kiap whatever food..
watched vcds and played mahjong..

and not to mention rfc's somewhat's sports day..
more like excercise day where we played all kind of sports..
from tennis to soccer to basketball..

and gging for some street soccer court for soccer
when we jus wore our yjc uniforms without proper attire
and to joke around and cork..

and to take photos and photos..
plenty photos..

and to go for karoke
to get the emo bug off some peeps (x.x)

and then go for movie and movies.
when we laugh as much as we can.

we didnt feel embarrassed anymore.
we shout we laugh we scream in public.
in town in wherever.

have you seen 4 guys carry one guy walking thru shops in suntec.

well thats rfc.

and never forgetting the rapes we often hear.
the word- rape.
where all the guys pounce on that unlucky fellow and strip!!
and then R-A part!
and every guy in rfc got raped.
even the fittest cannot survive hehh!

and our ban lucks sessions.
gambling and gambling.

have you seen any groups played poker openly in the canteen?

thats rfc.
totally didnt have any precautions about teachers.

the most heartwarming thing is everyone had presents.
a bag, a wallet, a cake etc.. some practical things..

and our crocodile game.

have you seen a bunch of uniformed big boys and big girls playing at the playground?
and moreover, playing crocodile.

thats rfc.

and have you ever see a group dressed nicely andplaying twister at the esplanade?

and have you seen a whole big group spend hours in toy'r'us.
and have you seen rfc's big toy bag? filled with monopoly, twister, poker, chess, stacko etc

and our rfc's pet - aku?
a praying prantis but we showed a lot of effort and care at it.

have you seen a whole bunch of uniformed kids going to sembawang park to catch crabs?
caught 2 medium crabs and shouting for joy.
splashing water to catch fish and crabs.

have you seen us drinking?
when we get high and we laugh uncontrollably.

have you heard laughters?

thats rfc.

we did the unimaginable.

we are kids.
we only want to be kids and live like kids.
we want to be us.

have you seen a whole bunch of kids with kind heart?
letting old folks seats on the bus.
donating to people who are performing.

we only want to have fun.
we enjoyed.

i never regretted coming to yj.
i take this as a learning experience.
and i left this place with memories.

i never never regretted knowing you people.

i wasnt really upset about retaining.
im really upset about each one of us.

those who got retained were lost and couldnt take it.
those who got promoted are worried for the rest.

our journey has ended.
but i dont want to let go.
hopefully, we can still meet up if possible.

i keep all these memories.

i am quite sure that we would split.
thats life.
i know.
but i dont wanna face this fact for nuts.

i don wanna lose this bunch of people.

i really hope we wouldnt.

my life is really enriched this year.

what i have learnt in school isnt a waste too.
i learn things that cannot be taught.
and i learn things that were taught.

i did studied and i got quite enough.

the activities- obs, school events.. everything..
i never regretted..
i 'm sure i couldnt find this anywhere..

i love you people.
you guys let me realised that life isnt just like that.
jus like promoting and studying.

and because of you guys, i guess i had grown stronger.
much more stronger.
without you guys around, i guess i couldnt take the fact of retaining that easilly.

thanks, rfcians.

i don know what to say.
but if tears fall, its not the emo bug anymore.
its not bcos of promos anymore.

its you guys.
i really don wanna part with.

guess its hard to hear kentoh's jokes again.
his "ni jue de hen hao xiao mah?"
and his wont laugh face when he made a joke.
and the joker who really made our rfc much more fun.

and paulin's "can-a-nut?"
she can think of all kind of things that no one can thought of.
the pro pocket-tearer and as well as buttons too!

shiqi's "ha ha ha.. bu hao xiao!"
and her laughter will set everyone's laughter on!

roger ong's bei lan", "yes, wo ying le!"and "damn niao"
forever damn cork and super super noisy..

rebecca's hand when she tries to speak and to defend herself.
and my mate when board 857.. the rides are not lonely anymore.

nam gor's funny reactions when comes to things
sometimes when he talk solemnly, it might not be total wise advice, he is corking too!

jerry's "shi shi shi ping" can really go damn high pitch sia..
my bung brother who always want to snatch my no.1.

zebelty's want to laugh, dont want to laugh face.
my number 1 as always ha ha ha.

sheng yu's monk face. getting more and more cork.
and i still like calling him sheng yu pian.

kailiang's really darn funny expressions.
and my qing lu zhuang canberra partner.

joel's flexible pairs of eyebrows.
can go up right left up down and you will laugh looking at his cheeky look.

ck's "fuck" and his cant be bothered attitude make himself quite funny at times.
his act jap look and his that kind of fake laughter ahhaa..

weijun's "wo she me do mei you, zi you qian zui duo" is really bullshit.
hes my 2.5 million and someone who can really talk to very well.

nicholas's "brother?" and we would bang our fists?
some soccer stuntmen and my warna brother.

desmond's hokkein beng look and his " jus yag yag yag i don care" face.
really damn power in hokkein

soon kuey's laughter is really damn cute and his actions..
forever trying to be electrocuted..

you guys are the one.
"don forget our rfc cafe dream"

another special thanks to 127.
my own class.
and our class are really united.
and everyone of us make up 127.
you guys allow me to survive thru lessons complaining and whining.

127.
it stayed with me always.
i love you guys too. really.

and especially to these few:

Joanne, CALIA (chao ah lian in action)
my very own snow black.
who is willing to skip lectures with me.
who is willing to listen to my crap each time.
who is willing to complain and whine with me.

someone who bought green tea for me at times.
joanne, you really really are special to me.

i don know how to survive thru lessons with you..
you are really that cork and i don know how..
but enough, i know i will see you again.. ;)

Ruis, someone who had really been so motherly to us.
she really comforts you well..
and everything is gonna be okay alright with ruis around..
she also complained and whine with me.

and our similar love for chocolates for me amee and ruis.

i don know how is it goonna be like if you're not there.
your smile really brighten me up..
and your "tsk" kind of laughter..
and your "buay tahan you ah"

ruis, we really love you a lot.
and ruis, stop your "hung hung"
im hungry too now..

Ruis, i am willing to lend you my hand as your pillow.

i feel really lost that all of you guys are going away.
we're all facing different routes.

ameEee, someone who i know she knows whats life all about.
she knows to meet and to part are part and parcel of life.
and shes realistic.. and keep on suaning all of us here..

talking a lot of her dreams..
her loyang stuffs..

amee.. even though i keep saying your loyang loyang..
but i did listen, make a trip for us someday alright?

i saw her tears, that one drop on 151105..
for all of us.. for ruis for joanne for me.. for 127..

it really touched me alot, i knew she trying so hard to fought her tears.
but this time i know..she teared bcos of her friends..

i don know how to face the fact if you're leaving singapore..
i cant imagine what we could possibly be..
you're the strongest among us..
seldom let your emotions really out..

but this time, you did.

I love you all, you guys had been part of my life.
so essential to me during lessons.. during school time
i really don know how things could get if you guys werent there.

i teared.
i admit. because of you guys.

i love the 3 of you alot.

norris, you showed me your enthusiasm as well as mine.
i didnt know i can be so active so hyper without you.
you're my partner for many stuff..
to get the crowd on during ndp..
and during obs, everything...

you are clear about your future
and never let the flame die from your eyes, right norris?
thanks so much. the fun in ndp was twice with you.

thanks.

you guys showed me love.

and everything i need to know.

thanks so much.

i never did show so much emotions for friends in the past.
but i learn to cherish people.
and to say i love you all.
from the bottom of my heart.
sincere. and really sincere.

what could shiping do?
she lost it all.

leaving the college broken, teared and lost it all.

i hate to leave you guys.
i don know how to face the fact that we are parting.
everyone is leaving.
i would teared really very horribly.

and i miss you guys you people a lot.
thank you a lot.

everything about yj.
from the suckiest part.
and now everything so beautiful.

im really leaving college. broken, teared and lost it all.



these are my confessions.

the unspoken of - the last memories.