a thousand years later.

somehow the rain stopped halfway back home. feels like im sinking in the dead sea. i feel dead. like we're all dead. fought. burned out. rise again from the dead.

maybe it is jus me feeling damn uncomfortable the whole day. am sick. how come i sound so vulnerable these days. weak man. and maybe thats why i aint really smiling the whole day. so don get offended somehow. and sick aint really good. i feel as if i've got pms the entire day. and maybe plus the hot weather. it got me even more irritated easilly so pardon me.

maybe im really damn tired. physically still alright. but maybe tired of everything. tired of what life got to offer.

sensitive insensitivity.

a thought came across me. we should all do life away like doing maths. solving from complicating questions into simple answers.

i lost my cool today.
forgive me.

i tried but still




feeling grey today. the rain didnt make me happy today. not at all. i staring at the window. hoping the rain last. hoping it last till i reached home. at least it can shelter me back home. cool me down and really make me feel better. maybe part of the sickness. arghh im so vulnerable. let the rain fall down and wake my dreams. let it wash away my sainity. cos i wanna feel the thunder i wanna scream. let the rain fall down. cos perfect can never be perfect.



im sinking. and i always wanted to wait. now i want to know whats more to it.




i'm sorry