sum-up of one of the bad times. i managed to make myself smile in some occasions and some not. i didnt know what i was going through the whole day. i sat there at times awake, most of times i was never awake. i just watched myself fade away. died away. i just plunged to death. monday madness. i think i saw the light. almost soon. i'll leave soon. almost soon. i think i saw the note. goodbye monday.

and the song keeps on repeating in my mind over and over again. goodby e motional monday. i'll see you next week. i was there standing in the middle of the roads. the lights shone on me as if i was the centre of attraction. i was tearing and perspiring. i dont know what i saw. i saw bright white lights, the track and the green grass.