[[ Calm ]]

[[ Calm ]]

Everything is calm. What shall i say but everything is calm right now? Arguments rise and settled. No one is pissed with no one.

I was typing one whole chunk of entry as usual and my computer hang.. faint*~

We should be on guard all times.. really.. People might turn nasty anytime and we should beware..

My fren send me sth.. and I wasnt aware and accepted it as nothing happens.. And it was virus.. crashing my computer.. I shouldnt blame her.. It isnt her fault.. We are victims of this incident and why was someone so mentally ill to create such a stupid virus.. Isnt his/her life so peaceful until he/she becomes insane to create viruses?

Though my fren didnt know but all those viruses all happen to me.. Perhaps I am not gullible.. Just plain stupid.. argh.. Didnt know why am i so dumb.. Whoever send me I jus click.. getting on my nerves.. sighs..

She didnt mean to.. but still.. We have to be on guard bcos simply the future is so unpredictable and there is still people bearing evil thought around.. We just have to be aware..

I am not saying her directly.. Just know why we have to be cautious.. Through ecperiences.. we learn.. and one cannot remain innocent.. The past is past.. We lived our childhood before.. and the innocent thought should be gone..What a pity though..

And the next time whoever send me virus.. I shant be that dumb alr.. but who knows..

[[ The Long await ]]

Monday shall be the day. Guess I shall start panicking. What to do? Damn scary loh. Sighs. The long awaited finally arrived..

Hanged..

[[ Thoughts for today ]]

Nothing much.. I am drained today.. once got home slept till 8pm.. now still very tired..going sleep soon..

On the bus.. I saw one cute lil small boy happens to take 21 as well.. He was looking out of the window.. I was looking at him.. So cute..

so curious of outside the bus.. curious of the outside world but he is still innocent.. live the innocent days well..

I saw his mother beside him.. She was young. Her eyes showed me though young but tired. She was a young mother as the boy is still young.. Didnt give much thoughts.. until i happen to see them stopping at the stop which i am alighting.. opposite of it was the rainbow school.

And it so happen that the small cute boy was wearing that t shirt.. It was a pity.. The mother's eyes was tiredness and weariness.. The eyes which once shone light was lost..

It is not the boy's fault. not the mother's fault. Whose fault?

Sometimes life is just so unfair.. yet there is no one to blame.. not the fate you've got or the heaven.. just so no one..

Yet we have to live with it.. Thats how unfair to us.. but to the world.. everything is fair.. Just simply look at something you are not happy with urself.. and look at that one thing people had their eyes on you.. How was it different? You got something good and something bad. It happens together.

I dont have a nice skin. dont have a beautiful skin. At least I had some other things i think its nice. and look at some others.. their skin was worst.. how was it? feeling any better now?

No one is perfect. True. but think perfectly. You'b perfect. Dont care bout others. Deep down. think that i am perfect. The whole world is perfect. Isnt it nice?