[[ too invisible ]]

[[ too invisible ]]

Had been too invisible for so long. felt numb too.

Those people walking around me.. Who were they?

Am isolated too. What has gone into me? Why a sudden change? And totally out of place.
No sweat.No worries.I had been strangers with those people. I can take it. Absolutely.
The strangers i met were friendly people and i didnt know why i associate them with strangers.

Basically.. I was hanging around with my ex class peeps.. There wasnt a really strong bond to keep us together.. but the bond is better than the bonds between strangers.. We were laughing and kidding all day long.. but but but.. I notice a change.. I carnt possibly stick to them.. They were far more than acquaintance with their class.. and thats what you called friends..

And why is mine still strangers? They were very nice people and am I concealing myself to my hidden world? So whats my problem man? Perhaps there isnt any problems with them.. Maybe the problem lies with myself.. and I have absolutely no clue.. what the hell man.. sighs..

And my grandma came over to stay over for a couple of days.. She didnt know who am I.. sighs.. her memory is failing..

I had a happy family. Everything was smooth. Lets see. Lets see.

And my mum was happy with the bag we got for her.. It costs 130 bucks and i went down to bugis once again to get it.. and aha.. she wasnt really mentioning this particular bag.. she wants to buy of these bags there..

I was talking to zheng long today.. sometimes it really feels good to talk everything out.. I hope he is feeling better.. cheer up pal.. There is something more in life..

Drained..