[[ Phoneless Era ]]

[[ Phoneless Era ]]

Oh fuck. fuck fuck fuck.

Mind me for my vulgarities.. but I wasnt that happy.. Let me show the anger in me.. jus for a little while.. bear with me..

No more phone.

I was walking home and my heart beat was beating faster and faster.. thinking here and dere what would dad and mum do to me?

The most is they confiscate my phone and I was thinking so be it.. anyway I must appease dad.. He is already carrying a lot burdens..And more nags and scoldings..

And It was really evil.. He wanted to cancel my phone and get me a high card. No naggings. No scoldings. And the very fact i reached home at midnight was no longer an issue.

It was the worst i thought. Getting me a high card is like changing number.. Limited calls, sms and the freakiest thing is I might as well dont use phone le.. My sms would be gone.. everything..

Perhaps its time for me to consider to get a watch.

Phones are distractions and is quite dangerous to our human cells.

And the thing i will regret most is perhaps the msgs i recieved and the trouble to tell everyone hey my phone is gone how nice.. and my beautiful phone.. With the functions.. and the most important the pictures in it..

Back to the phoneless era.

[[ The daily routine ]]

Was obviously in school today and everything is normal jus that the lessons were surprisingly fun today and interesting.. Though i was really tired.. It make my day not so tired..

And lessons end at 4 and everyone was already in the shut down mood in class.. And luckilly our maths tutor understood and didnt really stress us that much.. And after the lesson, everyone was back to the restart mood.. guess i was the only one floating and in the hanged mood..

Was killing time at the library trying to study for the econs but nothing seems to go into my head.. And in the end I didnt go for floorball because i am too drained.. I went home straight and meeting amy later on.. I was sleeping on the bus and i missed my stop.. luckilly there is other stops for me as well.. the distance was just further..

[[ The send-off ]]

I met amy at cityhall at 8.15pm. And we were off to singapore changi airport to send the special olympics players for their competition in Japan. Though we were only acquaintance to them.. but we went down to give them our support.. Hope they really do well.. Have fun and play well.. All the best..

Talking bout them.. It was perhaps one thing in life i felt satisfied to join them in their training.. It was quite an experience to know other kinds of people.. to feel them.. and to know their world.. And that one thing i never regretted is probably this.. A lil small sense of accomplishment..

At the airport.. I fantasize going on a holiday with amy.. How nice? I saw the departure list.. On the list was many many countries that i would love to visit.. The first that caught my eye was probably rome.. Japan, germany etc.. I would like to fly off at the moment and that feeling was so intense.. And how much how much i wished i could do that.. but dream a lil while isnt that bad either.. hahaha..

And the whole group of them was there already with families, coaches, helpers and so on.. They were wearing the singapore team jacket and when i saw it.. A undescrible feeling came in me.. It was that jacket.. And if i wear that i feel so proud.. proud of myself to be able to represent singapore.. but there isnt anything i can do.. Their families would definitely be so proud of them.. and i feel happy for them..

Amy and I were kinda out of place in the first place but after some time.. we interacted thru the card we wrote for them.. and took some photos with them.. It was indeed something to be glad over.. And when we handed the card to one guy.. He took it and didnt say much.. And i caught him looking at the card.. And it really really comfort me.. guess amy felt the same way.. I thought no one would really appreciate it.. but they do..

It was getting quite late there and when they left.. we wished all the best.. and they set off with many people waving.. got touched by the scene..

The RGS girls were there too and they made something for them. heart warming isnt it? Still the effort to come all the way down is already the biggest support.. And too much thoughts for that moments...

Amy and I went to starbucks and got drinks.. chatted awhile and home calls were on the way.. Took a cab home with amy.. Thanks amy for today.. Caused her to be broke.. Sorry!

It was really nice. And amy's right. It wasnt me being so indecisive.. and is cannot make a decision because have to consider other factors.. I was thinking whether going school or not the entire day.. And i have made up my mind.. Today shall be my own self declared holiday.. I need a really good rest..

Due to the pressures of schoolwork.. I am nearly crazy.. I carnt cope with the tests tmr.. and the presentation of our GP when we didnt do anything at all.. Its best that i stay away from school..

really drained. need a good rest.