[[ Pessimist and Contradict ]]

[[ Pessimist and Contradict ]]

My blog is forever in depression. I do feel a little guilty making people comfort me each and every time. honestly i dont know what more to write other than thinking pessimistic in here. However i am not that pessimistic. yet sometimes i do. Perhaps you refer me as a contradict more than a pessimist. Its more reasonable this way.

And whenever I am happy.. I dont blog.. If i am happy and bo liao. I blog. Forget it.

Tmr is really a damn long day for me.

I would be tired all day long and the whole week as monday affects the whole week..

Let us analyse this problem.

If i sleep late on sunday, I couldnt wake up on monday and would be drained for that day. Besides there is floorball on monday, which ends around 7+? and lessons end at 4. so wonderfully I go home slack here dere as I tend to drag a lot.

And if there is homework, I would be doing if i feel like it so i end up sleeping at 12 or 1am, waiting for my hair to dry too.

So i couldnt wake up at tuesday. And normally on tuesday.. school ends at 5.. i would be in streets or going to gym and reach home around 11.. and my sleeping time is still 12 and 1.

And wednesday, school ends at 1.30. I would go out with friends and freaked around and reach home around 8 or 9. and as i am a natural draggy person. I slept at 11 or 12.

And thurday.. school ends late again.. I would be in streets.. and my routine is like tuesday.. going gym etc..

And friday.. Saturday obviously no school.. so i can sleep late.. chatting on phone doing nonsense stuff and i sleep at 2 or 3am..

And As i said saturday there is no school, I would wake up at 11 or 12. And if ocassionally, saturday is my k- day.. I would go k and freaked in streets once again..

Sunday there is no school.. I would wake up at 12 or 1.. And I feel drained every sunday.. and I would take a nap because my les fren is forever not free on sunday and my other friends have family day. My family day over the years is sleeping together at home. We interact through dreams and thats how we bonds..

And so no matter how government promotes family day.. It is useless as we have our method.. And my parents still have to work on saturday even if i had no school.. what the holy hell.. And we would be awake automatically around dinner time as we have instincts of dinner ready.. We would clean up and eat..

Thats perhaps our interact time? No. We sit in front of tv, computers or fish tanks to eat. Sometimes even my rabbits home. And when the show is over. They go to bed once again.. And i carnt get to sleep due to sleeping too much.. how wonderful..

In short... my whole week is spoilt and thru years.. I still going strong as there is public holidays like new year and so.. But my black eye rings had been cultivated.

And I am talking rubbish here. Gotcha!!

feeling quite happy right now simply bcos whatever must be cleared had been cleared.