[[ Empty within the soul ]]

[[ Empty within the soul ]]

All this while.. I dont know why but I felt so empty.. I dont know anything.. I am just living.. My mind is blank.. Just living for the sake of living.. I felt empty..

Not much thoughts. No feelings. That what I am.

Yea. I am the class rep of 127. Though I might not be fit for it.. but im trying.. and now i know how tough it is.. Its really stressed enough.. I planned the buddy list.. afraid whoever might be upset or what.. I typed out the class list but my printer runs dry.. and so so so.. so much things.. Its really quite tough..

But i will still take up the challenge.. I want to show my responsibilty.. And i discover so many else out dere has even more abilities than me.. They deserve it more than i do..

But believe.. shiping will try her best..

Actually I felt kinda lost somewhere somehow..

I am quite left out in school.. I goes alone to lectures and always happen to meet someone to sit with.. I want to join dem and sometimes i did.. They are really all nice people but somehow i rather stick to my old bunch of friends..

I dont know why but I will turn speechless.. thats a feeling i hate.. awkward..

Somehow I will really be left out.. this saturday where the girls all chose to go.. I didnt go.. I just dont feel like.. and due to some stuff.. I couldnt go out..

Maybe i can study.. gosh study at home? aRgHhh.. forget it..

And I am too tired to blog on other stuff..