[[ driven to the frantic desperation state ]]

[[ driven to the frantic desperation state ]]

I am useless.

I am hopeless.

I am faithless.

I am crying.

Can you imagine the state I am in? Mentally down.

I cannot so anything bout it. Thats how hopeless I am.

I am so afraid. I am so scared. It makes me cry because I am so scared.

I felt so useless..

I couldnt concentrate on anything else..

I don know how. I couldnt make it.

I couldnt make it.

I feared.

Can you imagine how i get so hysterical?

I am driving myself crazy.

I cannot surivive thru tmr.

I am panic.

I am frantic.

I am crazy.

I am so scared.

so afraid that my tears came out.

My soul is gone. I am like a walking corpse.

WHAT SHOULD I DO?

I cannot stand the pressure anymore.

Why did god treat me so unfairly?

Why am I so useless?

I am insane right now.

hopeless. thats what i am in now.

no one can save me.

You know how badly it gets? No one understands.

I cannot say much. people are more upset than me. They probably thinks I am hypocrite.

I cannot stand it.

anymore longer.