[[ munchin' away ]]

[[ munchin' away ]]
I am munchin an apple. Apples, apples and apples. okae. shall not drive far away from muchin away. ummms. actually i am munchin a sour apple and it makes me feel like crying.. the apple is so freakilly sour.. oh my god..

Okae.. Ask me what about apples?

I am under my slimming plan.. so whenever i am hungry.. I jus munch on fruits.. And I had been eating apples for past days.. and honeydew too..

And my this slimming plan is gonna torture me out.. but what to do..

I bet I eat less than 1000 calories a day.. phews~ but those fruits is really gettin me sick and bloated.. I have been very cautious of what i eat every meal.. And I couldnt eat fast food at all..

I am still hungry.. another apple? Aha.. thanks ar.. I'm full.. -.-"

[[ shell-shocked ]]

I was shell-shocked.. Am i rite?

I got scolded by my maths c tutor simply i did something rebellious.. I was joking anyway but he freaked me out.. And I know its my fault.. but I simply had no interest in his lesson or whatsoever anymore..

I think I am carrying it too far.. didnt know why I turned out to be like that.. It was actually not my first time getting scoldings anyway..

but i think i should shut my mouth up.. for good.. I said many many times.. I ought to keep a good image.. I wanted to be nice but its so hard..

Evil Lil me.

[[ Kick-boxing ]]

Went Kickboxing with gera and amy today..

Kickboxing is really tough and it really interests me much..

Powerful and Fierce strokes.. It is damn cool anyway..

And actually it is quite tiring and tough.. It stresses on your muscles much.. but I guess the best thing bout kickboxing is that you can vent out everything.. Be it your anger or whatever..

Just vent it all out.. And for that tiring hour.. perhaps you find peace and calm..

simply you can concentrate on it and think nothing else..

[[ Thoughtless ]]

I had many many thoughts but nowhere to place down.. too many.. held too much too much grief in me.. perhaps grief is a little too big word.. sadness i think..

I had nowhere to put it down.

Too many. Too many.

[[ My Life ]]

Perhaps it is simple.. and sometimes you feel different.. sometimes dere is ups and downs..

Maybe simplicity.

Maybe complications.

I feel simple and complicated at the same time.

Everything is in a pace.. either you follow or lag behind.. Its a routine.. Everyday my life is a routine.. you can call it simple.. but it maybe too simple and it turns out to be complicated..

School is getting stressful day by day.. My mind is always drifting away in the lecture theatre.. I dont understand what the hell the lecturer is talking.. And I find it too hard to follow.. so my soul is dettached from my mind.. I skipped too much.. I dont understand.. I dont get it..

How? What now? Can anyone tell me what to do?

Simple yet complicated.

Figure it out yourself.