[[ Everythin's over ]]

[[ Everythin's over ]]
I made my choice. I feel rather peaceful and calm rite now.

I only put 3 choices and everyone was like what the hell.. you only put 3? I actually intended to put 2 choices out of the 12 choices. I wasnt intending to go poly so I can only choose from the few JCs left..

My choice was Nanyang (Arts), Yishun (Science), Serangoon (Arts)..

Everyone was asking me why you choose Arts? Science is better..

I can give you all the answer rite now. It is because of this enlightment.

I sought for 2 person's help. My previous A maths teacher, Miss Lim and my cousin who is in NUS rite now.

Miss Lim told me that you have to had self-discipline at anywhere and anytime you go.. At that point of time.. I wasnt very sure but i know i am staying inYJ.

A part of me want to. A part of me doesnt want to. And for some personal reasons I dont want to.

My cousin told me to call her and she from there slowly guide me. I am very glad there is this talk. or else I have made the wrong choice and step in my future.

I want to take economics and maths c. And the other one subject I just chuck it with physics. For what?? I also dont know. I didnt know why I tried so hard to appeal for physics during the first three months. God doesnt want to me take physics for some reasons.. perhaps.. Its my stubborness which i called it perserverance.

My cousin asked me what I want to do in future. I replied I want to go to Business school. and she said. you didnt need physics to go into business school. Another part of me wants to do law.

And I could take literature. And If i take literature, I would need to apply for arts course in Jc. And yes. Why didnt I think of that? Why did i take physics to torment myself? I dont even need physics. Physics is hard.

Too tough for me to handle I guess.

And I got 16 points. and 15 after minus bonus point. And its 14 for NY arts. I can get a better chance to appeal rather than to the 11 for science course. So this time its the perserverance that i am going to appeal for it. I will do anything to get into NY.

Nanyang..sighs.. I always tried so hard to get in.. but its so hard..

After I submitted my registration. I do felt calm and peace.

Probably I end up in Yishun again. but.. There is still a small little hope..

I will pray.. pray hard.. for just that small little hope..