[[ dumb + accomplishment + wonder ]]

[[ dumb + accomplishment + wonder ]]
Whats Dumb? I tell you now. The bbq i'm having tmr is one dumb lame shit. No plans No money. How on the earth can we ever get things done?

No plans. ok. nvm. we get the food tmr morning. And what the heck? no money to buy food.. everyone expect we to get everything done? you give me money i help you buy the most. Now I have no money on myself and how are you going to expect me to fork out frm my own hole in my pocket??

I tell you wad. I got it. Lets go and rob a bank.

Its maddening frustrating.. And the people come at any time they like.. So how can we get the money? uH? UH? uH?

we get everyone a cup noodles and we go dere eat cup noodles..ok?

This is the most lamest dumbest bbq i have ever known.

And plus some's heck care mood.. and some's no mood..

Do you guys think i have any mood left? Oh c'mon.. Im hell tired and stressed over these few working days.. Have no mood to think of other things..

Lets leave to tmr theirs contribution.

Except for Mel and weijun.. others.. thanks AHhh.. Thanks so much for ur help.. Thanks ar.. I hope you guys get what i mean?

The most I think i neednt have to care.

[[ Accomplishment ]]

Guess What?

Today I was at champion shop.. some stupid shop link to B.U.M and its closing down.. Its just a stupid shop with no nice things in it.. All those craps and its going for 50% off for some items which could be attractive..

Yesterday At champion I sold 38 dollars for a whole day. Can you imagine how bad the sales is? Actually not that bad. Its bcos of me and carmen slack too much.. closing the shops too many many times..so the sales naturally too bad..

Today the sales is 494!!.. I am so proud of myself.. hEEees. Though I din get any commision but looking at the records.. The highest is only 200+ and I almost hit 500.. Wows. I din slack much but slack quite some and kinda surprised how the sales is for today..

And today I was tongue-tied too many times. Speaking to a foreigner makes me feel as if I dont even know how to speak english and my english is like what the hell.. Dumb founded. And to some Japanese in the shop.. I was like a dumb. displaying all the stupid actions and my that "twan-tie tu dor-lers".. Shameful? It ought to be.

And I realise some habits of Japanese. They are firm. For E.g.. This jap wants a collar of 16 and sleeve of 34.. If i get a 16 and 1/2 ; 34 for him.. He would no no no.. I want a sixteen.. They are firm.. Whenever they want this.. they want this.. others no.. It may reflect as stubborness.. but maybe its good in a way or two..

[[ Wonder ]]

Have you ever wonder how many things u ponder over and wonder a day?

I wonder I wonder.. Many many things.. unsual things..

Today I sat on my bus going home after work.. I was passing by this magnificent work of the national library.. It was like a girl being shown of a big mansion.. A poor being shown of money..

The architecture is like perfect. How long will this building starts?

I love libraries. I love the old national library.. I always recall the days going over to dere studying and searching for literature guide books.. and reading magazines at the nlb.. reading about business issues..

The quietness of that library. The peace i can find studying. The books in dere. numerous collection. Everything is just so nice. in order. in place.

Looking back. probably I did put in quite some effort of studying?

I am hell tired. I have to get to some rest. I am in a really bad condition rite now. nothing feels right.

Pieces.