[[ boulevard of broken dreams ]]

[[ boulevard of broken dreams ]]

"I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone"

My boulevard of broken dream lyrics is not complete.. Its broken..

No matter how bad ur day turned out to be. No matter how upset you are. No matter how upside down your life can get..

Took a step behind and look.. Dere is other who are more devastated than you are..

Thats why i adjust myself and keep myself stable..

I heard a stern and fierce warning from my parents. Their note in their tone.. Somehow it make me shiver.. I am already running out of excuses..

I reached home at 1115pm today.. Due to some reasons.. I waited the stupid bus for 30 mins.. can you actually believe it.. 3o mins? Half an hour? It really wasted my time.. And I am already running late.. Hell..

I am already very tired. Let me rest peeps. I only wanted everything to be planned.. I dont have time to change and last minute stuff.. I just want things to drift on as per normal.. I dont know why but I am tiring myself out too much.. keeping myself busy for what i also dont know..

I typed all my friends dreams yesterday at 3am.. I wanted to finish everyone but i dont have the time to.. They all have perfect nice dreams.. Mine is a boulevard of broken dreams.. Lost somewhere somehow.. I felt so lost for i also didnt know why..

Still walking on my own. my expedition.

Realise I changed my song. I finally found a song link that I like.

And perhaps keeping myself busy.. I dont wanna feel outta place anymore.. I dont wanna think so much.. My schedule was fully packed.. I hadnt been out shopping in town for some ages.. Its so long.. My last movie was Hitch.. For a movie freak like me.. This wont do but I dont have cash to enjoy life..

Even my only tuesday break.. I packed everything altogether.. I will get my posting.. and then will make my way to NYJC and appeal.. I dont feel like appealing.. I hate that kind of feeling.. waiting for hope.. I dont have the energy to do it.. In my morning shall go appeal if not my parents would most probably nag at me.. And den I am going kick boxing and if not.. working..

But I guess I need a rest.

As quick as possible. School starts at wed. I need to get my life back.

And I think I feel like running away.. probably I'll do something else.. I walked alone.. I want to do something.. Just so something.. I need to meet up my friends.. hearing out their troubles.. helping them.. or else strengthen the drifting friendship..

But i had no time to do that. Everyone doesnt understand why i am going to work.. Even what I want to buy I have completely no clue.. I didnt know what I want.. My life is so just enough for everything.. I would be greedy if i need more..

And reason is clear. I dont need anyone to understand why I am going to work. I dont have to explain to anyone.

And not about that. I dont have to explain anything to anyone.

And people will never understand..

Its no longer any factor..

I dont care anymore..

I carnt rmb since when.. but since my expedition starts.. I dont care.. I dont care about anything anymore..