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[[ 89757 ]]

Guess what?

I am damn happy right now. I bought the JJ newest album!! OMG.. AHhahahaha.. damn lame.. I carnt stop listening to his cd.. JJ and Jay chou nvr fails to disappoint me.. AHa YEAH!! A worth it album. I give it THUMBS UP!!

And in the end we changed plans again. Suddenly I dont feel like going ecp to blade. perhaps somethin dumb stuck me. and we went to town. I am missing town but once i step into town it was like hell sian..

We were like typical girls eyeing on our "night scenery".. And I realise good looking guys are just for looking.. They just simply sucks.. I hadnt meet my perfect prince yet..

I think my maid is quite pitiful.. She is going back home tmr. Though I couldnt stand her at times but i still miss her.. I just dont like to change maids.. my mum is not getting anymore.. we have to grow up and be responsible..

I guess how great the impact would be on me? I had maid eversince I am born.. and up to now.. everyone was like wow.. so rich.. It wasnt really that idea.. but maids are my friends.. I didnt really get close with this one though.. but the thought of she is leaving might make me in tears..

I have to get out of the house tmr. no matter wad or not my mum would drag me to the maid agency. And the sight of her leaving would probably me cry.. for how many times in my years.. I have to endure and went home locked myself up and cry.. I dont like to be seen in tears.. And I dont like to do that.. And forever on the car home.. I have to really control my tears..

Its like that. people walk in and out of ur life.

I am still listening to JJ album.. Its really very nice.. I think its rather cheap.. I bought it for 14 dollars at HMV.. and being so happy..

And I reached home really on 1030 the time i promised my mum and hedi is san que yi for her dai dee.. so i went down to the playground and play with her friends.. and what the hell.. her fren told me he bought it for 12 dollars.. =) so nice. And we were crapping at the playground.. Haahaha.. Its quite entertaining and i also dont feel like going home as well..

And I reached home at 12am.. my mum didnt say much and i am still online.. gEe hEe..

Actually I was still thinking..

Gera made a deal with me. In Heeren, dere is a shop which had this little fountain or rather some pool of water as decoration..

She gives me 50 dollars if i wash my legs dere.. I was hestitating for quite some time.. And precisely its like its a saturday.. and the people were in crowds.. And it turned out we were laughing in the shop..talking crap and so on.. And I still didnt go for it..

I went home thinking. Its like worth it. I will be like 2 steps more to my that billabong bag.. But sadly gera said the deal is off..

If you happens to read my blog, will u do it? Aha.. gera.. I want tt 50 bucks of urs. AHhaha. can u raise up to 75? Then I will do it.. Bwahhaa.

I felt useless in a way or another. not this matter but other stuff.. And the meaning of my life is gone..I dont have any talent.. Sighs.. I am really useless.. I dont find a good thing about me though..

Gosh I hafto sleep. I need my sleep. And I better put cucumber on my face and tt 5 years old eye bag and eye rings..

Hav to catch up on many things tmr.

89757. I am simply. down lately.