[[ It went down ]]

[[ It went down ]]

A little bit of catch up on what I have been doing lately.. yes we went sakae.. creating a havoc at sakae.. it was fun.. and den got tired when home.. not much to recall.. yeah took great pictures.. Friday didnt do much.. went home.. dad was driving near yishun so he drove me home.. I reached home den went online.. and then went down to play badminton with my dad.. ha its quite fun. I WON!! He purposely jee siao me.. he keep make me run here and dere.. lol.. 15-11! I won. no prize for that. my dad say i could have the shuttlecocks. diao.. so much laughter.. after that i went down to void deck blade for a while.. so long didnt blade.. a week at least.. and life's like that..

And I slept until 12pm on a saturday morning where birds are happilly chatting and weather is just so fun and i jus sleep on.. gera skipped work..naughty naughty and so we went town.. didnt exactly went town.. went ps catch movie.. caught HOUSE OF FURY!! damn nice.. its so cool.. omg.. How nice if i can fight like that.. The 2 siblings fought damn cool.. but den me and my brother was always like chickin fighting.. boo.. and we got one free scratch card.. I first scratch 3 different kind and den we were hoping for that 5 dollars off for popcorn and drinks.. and we got it.. gera was screaming.. well did i scream? ha.. we went to meet family for dinner after that..

I prefer that without maid.. though without maids.. life is a little bit troublesome but we got our own privacy time as a family.. cos no one has time to cook.. so we can hav tons of fun in the car.. And we dont have to worry so much about money placing here and dere tt kind..

Was having a really bad headache for the whole day.. what did i do uh? perhaps sleep too much liao lars.. I slept at 4am and woke up at 9am today.. 5 hours.. I meeting gera for a swim in 10am but the pool was like crowded.. i only managed to sun tann a lot.. ha i love tanned skin.. cheerios.. uMmms and we saw wilfred.. and we 3 play like small children in the pool.. a lot of poking here and dere.. and went to eat with them at the hawker..

I guess its the chlorine makin me sleepy.. omg.. i was intending to do PI.. sighs.. seeing wilfrid wilfrid so hardworking.. well.. better start mugging but it would be perfect if i go and hav a short nap now.. and nap always evolve to sleep...

[[ Nobody's home ]]

Yes. fear not. my house is always empty. even if dere are ppl in it. it feels as if no one in dere.

Yes. that avril lavigne song.. argh.. Im sorry hedi.. I couldnt help u much.. but call me if u need me.. I will always be dere for you.. i carnt help u much.. And somehow I feel sorry for it.. I'pray for everything.. Be strong. face wad you are afraid of. dont cry. dont turn helpess. be brave. be strong. It will soon be over.

I almost cried when hearing you been so upset thru the phone.. Hang in dere.. will ya?

Home. What is home actually. what is it if no one is in dere. I feel very so much like you hedi.. my house is empty.. not an soul in that empty house.. It doesnt take much to make a home.. On the car with my family.. I think its home.. though we reach home everyone has their own activity.. We do need some privacy on our own..

Space out saturday and sunday for family. I guess it works better. have activity when ur family hav sth else on..

I am really tired. What is home anyway? Its not Blk 119 Mcnair road #08-115 S320119. That is our house. Home is somewhere u feel safe and happy with.

Be safe..hedi.. stay happy..

It doesnt need much.. just u can find that heaven in it.. Try talkin to your ah ma how did ur day go.. It is so nice.. My auntie also last time quite lor soh but now i find she is a good friend of mine.. I can talk to her on and on for ages.. complaining about teachers school and everything.. I just find talking to her entertaining.. I spend more time with her than my mum and sometimes my mum also dont know much..

Dont run away from ur house. ur house. once u find ur house happy to go home.. you will naturally find ur heaven.. and everyone will stand together.. thats home..

Hedi.. Just be safe..