[[ Happy mother's day.. ]]

[[ Happy mother's day.. ]]

Dont worry peeps.. I am alrite.. Jus feel like complaining in my last post.. I am still going on strong.. gEeees.. hahha..

Today was a sunday and my mum opened her shop.. honestly dread to go dere at times.. especially during quarrel period.. And today is mother's day..

To my very own wonderful great perfect everything mother and all those cool and great mums out dere in the world..

Happy Mother's day

Yesterday.. while onlining with my da sao.. Somehow mention about mother's day.. And i turned to ask my brother about mother's day.. We never really bought anything on mother's day if we could remember.. We went on talking about mother's day and how it would really be strange and awkward to buy a gift for our mum.. And then I asked him when is mother day? and he dont know too.. My da sao told me its tmr and she say she gonna write i love you on some food that she going to make.. I turned over again.. asking him do you really think its damn awkward to say i love you mum mother or mummy.. He agrees.. Seriously thinking of not getting anything for my mum before.. we went on and agrees to buy one cake for her..

So I went to buy one.. We shared costs and then I happilly bought that cake home..

We dont use festivals and occasions to get gifts for my mum..Once, We split costs and bought one bag which costs 100 over from our hong bao to get my mum the bag.. And we felt happy because my mum is happy..

When I opened the door.. looking at my mum ironing clothes.. So I told her heres ur mother day present.. and then she was like buy for what.. but deep down i know she is happy.. It wasnt really an expensive gift or her favourite cake or the things she want.. Its just something that it is bought with our heart and thoughts..

Cut the cake.. Thats a really wonderful cake.. And it tastes great..

I dont know how long this kinda family harmony gonna last but I guess i enjoyed it before it ends.. and starts and ends and starts..

Like I said.. My life.. Our life is simple.. sometimes plain but we are happy.. I am happy.. Thats probably family warmth..

Love ya lots mum.. You did so much for this family.. work from dawn to night.. even on weekends.. and have to look after this family.. I dont know what to do but thank you.. Thank you for everything..

It really comforts me to see everything packed nicely for us in the morning.. one cup of tea.. waterbottles refilled.. Breakfast on the table.. Money on the table..

I know she is tired.. I cannot do much but rest assured mum.. I will let you live comfortably..

Not forgetting my dad who gets no present on his birthdays, father day and etc.. Thank you for waking me up punctually and telling my the big big big issues and facts and dancing together and having fun together and doing all those wu liao stuff together.. playing badminton together.. coming to fetch me.. and teaching me stuff and scolding me and most importantly.. loving me and my brother just like loving mum..

I just love you guys.. Thank you..

oh yes just to add on for just now.. was going out for dinner so didnt hav time to blog.. shall continue now..

and i realise its really tough for my mum.. Was helping her out at the coffeeshop just now.. and this blangadesh guy came into the shop.. he is DRUNK for god heaven sake and was doing stupid things like keep on lifting up his shirt and even did stupid things.. and when we were closing down.. he refused to leave so my mum fren came and chased him away however.. he came back again.. standing outside the shop.. he was really damn scary.. I dont even dare to go near him.. and second time we chased him away he came back again! and then for the fourth time he came back.. It was useless and we even tried to threaten to call the policen and even picked up the phone to bluff.. So we closed the heavy metal gates and we did our stuff inside like washing up.. It was mainly all the females here..and thank god that my mum fren was dere.. when he went to throw some rubbish.. and the stupid man came! slap him!

He really is drunk like some shit.. he look damn scary.. and doing stupid things like wanting to shake hand with my mum fren! stupid! and then my dad came and he also wanted to shake hand with my dad! what the hell! crazy! and then when we did our stuff inside.. he sat outside.. he is really crazy.. what a stupid person.. I am really damn scared.. His eyes was like bloodshot maybe due to the excessive drinking.. I will never associate myself with drunkards.. they are just damn bloody scary..

for my mum.. she is a female and is the shop owner and when the stall aunties left.. she is left alone.. unless my dad or her fren came down.. if not it would definitely be so dangerous for her.. I went to the shop to help her out not very often and had even met horrible cases.. one blangadesh flasher and another drunkard taking a damn thick chain dunoe wants to do wad.. and i think she is very strong and brave.. mum you're the best.. I admire you..

Sometimes I feel very fortunate and happy with my family.. contented because our lives are too simple.. way too simple that it is so happy that it is unimaginable..

And I just stopped laughing.. My dad and me were doing some sort of butt dance.. and when my dad's butt go to the left i go to the left and den the right so its quite rthymic.. and then my brother came and the three of us doing that in front of my mum.. I am bursting into laughter! cannot simply stop laughing and my mum too..

Simple is happy.

We arent rich. we just live life simple and it really makes us happy..

I dont have to matter richness.. I dont care anymore.. So what my clothes are brandless and so what if my friends dress nicely.. and so what if people laugh at me.. they arent supposed to.. because they are my friends.. So what if college people are rich kids? So? I am happy.. are they?

I dont mix with rich kids! hahha!

Simplicity. Perfect.

My initials. Shiping

I dont care about people already.. I will remember my brother's advice.. You dont have to care how people look at you because people are busy thinking of how other look at them..

I realise i dont have to ask opinions from people. Whatever I think its nice.. They dont think its nice.. It will only disappoint me.. I am not living for them.. I am living for myself.. I dont buy things because of them.. I buy things because I like and I think its nice.. Everyone got different tastes and preferences so you cannot think whatever I like isnt nice.. because you dont have the right to make me do so.. Its just that different people got different tastes..

No one have good tastes. It is just different tastes.

Its not against anyone. I am just trying to keep that in mind of people as a general.. From this moment.. I dont have to ask people's opinions.. It will only interfere my opinions.. I am buying this because so and so say its nice.. The only thing i asked too much for opinions is that i am tryin to respect them but it only make me think my taste is way too wrong.. and secondly.. I am indecisive..

This is my weakness.. I shall learn to be decisive and firm.. This is the thing people have to go thru and learn from..

I feel much lighter now.. mentally.. bcos physically I am still too fat.. hahha! comfortable when things put on mind are let down.. =)

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