[[ totally mad and going crazy.. ]]
[[ totally mad and going crazy.. ]]
shiping realised she is going crazy.. she had tons of work.. gp essay chinese essay econs essay lit essay and maths tutorials.. so she went out of mind..
She stayed back and complete her gp essay because the tcher wants it bcos it is 10 days late. She wanted leave together with her bunch of friends.. can talk and laugh and craze all the way to the bus stop but she controlled. She was determined to do her work. so she did finish her gp and chinese essay. found joanne to run the track. ran 3 rounds the track. play a little bit soccer with the guys and then walked home with joanne. in the end decided to go to north point to study. didnt really study much and went home. didnt went exactly home. went to bendemeer mac to study. from 7 all the way to 10 plus. half way thru. hedi came to join shiping.
Shiping patiently attempted the tutorial questions. keep making careless and stupid mistakes and dont understand the maths problems. She turned frenzy. And she began to flare up.. getting so angry.. not over the maths sums but herself..
Her notes was all those "fuck off".. she keep repeating those words in her mind.. why the hell is she so bloody useless?
and you can ask hedi how was shiping like that moment..
Shiping's mum called so she have to go off..and on the way walking with hedi.. she scream like mad.. screaming till she never knew she can reach such a high pitch.. believe it or not.. she dont really give a damn about the people walking past or near her.. It was loud.. there is even echo and the neighbourhood can really hear..
And then hedi suggested going to the swing at st george.. so in the end they decided to take a different route and cut across the houses and grass.. still screaming away and singing music loud.. its like 11 in the night.. shiping bet people would want to pour water down at dem.. and then shiping say cut across the field.. no one can scream louder.. and hedi said today rain so field muddy so dont.. and shiping insisted.. so they cross and halfway thru.. they realised they are sinking and they quickly stop and ran back.. and hedi was scolding shiping.. and it was damn funny..
And then near the swing area.. Shiping couldnt take it anymore so she ran at her fastest speed and hedi continued her walking.. shiping reached the bridge.. while waiting for hedi to come.. she stoned there.. the swing was occupied as well.. so she stoned and her tears jus came and she jus sat down at the bridge.. and then lay down on that dirty floor.. looking at the sky..
" let the rain fall down and wake my dreams.. let it wash away my sainity.. "
Thats what she thought. and her tears came down. didnt know why.
suddenly hedi start to burst out in laughter.. laughing like mad.. and she say mcnair got 2 siao one.. who keep screaming..
Her mum called again. tone wasnt good.
it make her smile and she feel so much better and on the way back.. they sang songs.. and then went home.. its 11+.. so "early"~ and she went into her mum's room.. her mum was sleeping but like half asleep and woke up immediately.. " hai yoh.. why so late? Study dont study until so late mah.. saturday and sunday can study.. tmr still need to go school.. eat already? " she shook her head and said not hungry.. she continue to ask in a concerning gentle and soft tone.. " later hungry got cake eat.. ok? you dont sleep too late.. "
She went in the bathroom and tears went down again.. Her mum so concerned.. it really comforts her..
She drank one yakult and is perfectly fine now. she already decided not to go out on saturdays and sundays until she can catch up with her work. And as for computers.. well it may be her last post before the next post is out.. but duno when would it be..
Stress.
I can take it. if not how can i grow?
I must take things in charge now.
Enjoy this entry of mine.. hahha..
I love GP! I love Maths! I love Lit! I love Econs! I love Chinese!
I love Shiping!
Shiping is gonna be okay. she is gonna do well so is everyone.
BELIEVE.
Impossible is nothing.
-Adidas
shiping realised she is going crazy.. she had tons of work.. gp essay chinese essay econs essay lit essay and maths tutorials.. so she went out of mind..
She stayed back and complete her gp essay because the tcher wants it bcos it is 10 days late. She wanted leave together with her bunch of friends.. can talk and laugh and craze all the way to the bus stop but she controlled. She was determined to do her work. so she did finish her gp and chinese essay. found joanne to run the track. ran 3 rounds the track. play a little bit soccer with the guys and then walked home with joanne. in the end decided to go to north point to study. didnt really study much and went home. didnt went exactly home. went to bendemeer mac to study. from 7 all the way to 10 plus. half way thru. hedi came to join shiping.
Shiping patiently attempted the tutorial questions. keep making careless and stupid mistakes and dont understand the maths problems. She turned frenzy. And she began to flare up.. getting so angry.. not over the maths sums but herself..
Her notes was all those "fuck off".. she keep repeating those words in her mind.. why the hell is she so bloody useless?
and you can ask hedi how was shiping like that moment..
Shiping's mum called so she have to go off..and on the way walking with hedi.. she scream like mad.. screaming till she never knew she can reach such a high pitch.. believe it or not.. she dont really give a damn about the people walking past or near her.. It was loud.. there is even echo and the neighbourhood can really hear..
And then hedi suggested going to the swing at st george.. so in the end they decided to take a different route and cut across the houses and grass.. still screaming away and singing music loud.. its like 11 in the night.. shiping bet people would want to pour water down at dem.. and then shiping say cut across the field.. no one can scream louder.. and hedi said today rain so field muddy so dont.. and shiping insisted.. so they cross and halfway thru.. they realised they are sinking and they quickly stop and ran back.. and hedi was scolding shiping.. and it was damn funny..
And then near the swing area.. Shiping couldnt take it anymore so she ran at her fastest speed and hedi continued her walking.. shiping reached the bridge.. while waiting for hedi to come.. she stoned there.. the swing was occupied as well.. so she stoned and her tears jus came and she jus sat down at the bridge.. and then lay down on that dirty floor.. looking at the sky..
" let the rain fall down and wake my dreams.. let it wash away my sainity.. "
Thats what she thought. and her tears came down. didnt know why.
suddenly hedi start to burst out in laughter.. laughing like mad.. and she say mcnair got 2 siao one.. who keep screaming..
Her mum called again. tone wasnt good.
it make her smile and she feel so much better and on the way back.. they sang songs.. and then went home.. its 11+.. so "early"~ and she went into her mum's room.. her mum was sleeping but like half asleep and woke up immediately.. " hai yoh.. why so late? Study dont study until so late mah.. saturday and sunday can study.. tmr still need to go school.. eat already? " she shook her head and said not hungry.. she continue to ask in a concerning gentle and soft tone.. " later hungry got cake eat.. ok? you dont sleep too late.. "
She went in the bathroom and tears went down again.. Her mum so concerned.. it really comforts her..
She drank one yakult and is perfectly fine now. she already decided not to go out on saturdays and sundays until she can catch up with her work. And as for computers.. well it may be her last post before the next post is out.. but duno when would it be..
Stress.
I can take it. if not how can i grow?
I must take things in charge now.
Enjoy this entry of mine.. hahha..
I love GP! I love Maths! I love Lit! I love Econs! I love Chinese!
I love Shiping!
Shiping is gonna be okay. she is gonna do well so is everyone.
BELIEVE.
Impossible is nothing.
-Adidas
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