Rfcism.

i thought of these two lines.

Are you laughing all the time?
You might be suffering from rfcism.

similar to that advert..

Are you crying all the time?
You might be suffering from depression.

actually i don know how i actually feel right now..

was asked to repeat and "advised" to go to poly.
but im really taking it quite well..

or rather.. after everything ends..
i jus feel lighter..
and that heavy burden of studies i had been carrying thru the year had been gone.

people cried like shit.

but not really for me.
I cannot say i put in my best effort.
but i can say i put my best effort in promos exam.

I excel myself..
breakthrough from what i can actually do..
imagine.. to get a pass for maths..
when i had not been passing maths for the whole year..
dont you just feel happy for me?
I really am delighted when i saw that.

And right now im at the crossroads.. not knowing where to head to..

to repeat or to go poly..

i like college's environment..
not yishun junior college but overall junior colleges..

everyone's like a family..
we're united.. unlike in poly..
we go as we like.. nobody cares..
our feelings might not be totally true and sincere..

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I think i've decided..
I really want to go to a poly.. to start afresh..

and staying in this fucked up school is totally pointless.

since the school doesnt welcome me..
i'll get lost.. and i don care if you guys are gloating over it..
i make sure i will make it someday and make this fucked up school meets their doom..
so jus gloat for this period of time..
i'll prove you people wrong..
I go..

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Freak.
I am having that chocolate temptations every moment.

that day head down to candy empire and bought this 5 mouthful chocolates for $2.20.
damn freaking expensive but it tastes good and now im craving for it every second.

I think i am suffering from some kinda weird disease.
and my msn nicks says right now..
"my medical report had shown i'm suffering from chocolatism."
and i really need chocolates..
chocolates, please.

I am drinking milo for substitution and i cant take it anymore.

Do i look as if im nuts?

Come to think about it.
chocolatism isnt a good thing.

I had been throwing tantrum for the entire day man.
sorry those peeps for being targetted on.

alright.
went roger's place for nothing.
i claimed crabs and spagetti
and ha ha ha sorry peeps.

so in the end jus a small hang out..
isnt too bad right.

went for shakespeare's macbeth play held by some TNT theatre britain.
well the play wasnt too bad.
but it was really hard to try to understand what the heck they're talking.
lucky i read the book before and phew..

it was quite impressive actually..
my first time to a play like that..
and umm quite interesting and comical though its a tragedy play.

guess i would missed literature that much.
though i cant really score in it.

hmmms but some parts of the play were a bit kinda different to asian's mind.
Asian's not that open really so might expect a few gasps at what the actors were doing right.
and its a quite high classed play held in Raffles Hotel..

not too bad..
at least i enjoyed with the peeps i went with.
Joanne, Ruis, Amee, Felicia and Row.

Finally we had a chance of going out together.
me joanne ruis and amee.
really miss you guys tons.

tmr's outing: fellow rfcians again!! =D
cooking lunch and kite flying.

thats my rfcism.