Used.
aimlessly alive.
i hate pretence. i hate to pretend. waiting makes me weaker. which would you prefer. sensitive or insensitive. i've got plenty of things goin ard in my mind but when you ask me what am i thinking. i've got nothing to say. now i'm feeling empty as well. i dont know what to write anymore.
today's a friday. and i am supposed to be in school but i wasnt. was feeling damn drained. damn tiring. but strangely as it seems, i woke up 7plus going 8 full of energy. i slept enough. damn. i missed and miss the maths lecture. maths was the best lesson to me ever. i've done my maths tutorial and unlike last year when i'm forever going to the class complaining and with incomplete work. and i go to lesson and i feel so good that i've done all my tutorial and i understood clearly. yayy and i love maths.
was studying elasticity this morning. but dont feel like doing it already so i put it aside. waiting for school. that stupid girl is still watching show and i am feeling damn bored at home. twelve seems a long way to go. twelve never struck. in life, there arent any twelve because i'm living in reality not fantasy.
i am invisible. you cant see me.
i always remember. it was late afternoon. it lasted for forever and it ended so soon. you were all by yourself. staring up at the dark red sky. i was changed. in places no one will find. all your feelings so deep inside. was now then i realised. that forever was in your eyes. the moment i saw you- cry. i wanted to hold you. i wanted to make it go away. i wanted to know you. i wanted to make your everything. i always remember. i wasnt sure.broken. i cant i cant pick up the pieces. i've thrown all my words all around. i cant i cant give you a reason. i feel so broken up. here i go. scream my lungs out trying to get to you. if i can find you now, things would get better. we could leave this town and run forever. let it burn let it burn. gotta let it burn. i try to be perfect but nothing was worth it. i dont believe it makes me real. i thought it wld be easy but no one believes me. i am trying to let you know. that im better off on my own. this place is so empty. my thoughts are so tempting i dont know how it got so bad. sometimes its so crazy. nothing can ever be so wrong. it never get easy. if you believe its in my soul, i say all the words i know. theres a woman crying out tonight. her world has changed. she cant sleep at night. how can they sleep at night. just wanna make this right. we believe in this love. believe me. if you dont want to, you dont have to believe it. i try to -
that joyful song makes me upset.
the sweetest part in love. is perhaps the beginning of everything.
the sweetest part in friendship. is perhaps the point when the world's down.
the sweetest part in family. is perhaps the point when the world's up.
the sweetest part in studies, is perhaps the results when you work for it.
the sweetest part in life, is perhaps when these 4 parts go together.
i hate pretence. i hate to pretend. waiting makes me weaker. which would you prefer. sensitive or insensitive. i've got plenty of things goin ard in my mind but when you ask me what am i thinking. i've got nothing to say. now i'm feeling empty as well. i dont know what to write anymore.
today's a friday. and i am supposed to be in school but i wasnt. was feeling damn drained. damn tiring. but strangely as it seems, i woke up 7plus going 8 full of energy. i slept enough. damn. i missed and miss the maths lecture. maths was the best lesson to me ever. i've done my maths tutorial and unlike last year when i'm forever going to the class complaining and with incomplete work. and i go to lesson and i feel so good that i've done all my tutorial and i understood clearly. yayy and i love maths.
was studying elasticity this morning. but dont feel like doing it already so i put it aside. waiting for school. that stupid girl is still watching show and i am feeling damn bored at home. twelve seems a long way to go. twelve never struck. in life, there arent any twelve because i'm living in reality not fantasy.
i am invisible. you cant see me.
i always remember. it was late afternoon. it lasted for forever and it ended so soon. you were all by yourself. staring up at the dark red sky. i was changed. in places no one will find. all your feelings so deep inside. was now then i realised. that forever was in your eyes. the moment i saw you- cry. i wanted to hold you. i wanted to make it go away. i wanted to know you. i wanted to make your everything. i always remember. i wasnt sure.broken. i cant i cant pick up the pieces. i've thrown all my words all around. i cant i cant give you a reason. i feel so broken up. here i go. scream my lungs out trying to get to you. if i can find you now, things would get better. we could leave this town and run forever. let it burn let it burn. gotta let it burn. i try to be perfect but nothing was worth it. i dont believe it makes me real. i thought it wld be easy but no one believes me. i am trying to let you know. that im better off on my own. this place is so empty. my thoughts are so tempting i dont know how it got so bad. sometimes its so crazy. nothing can ever be so wrong. it never get easy. if you believe its in my soul, i say all the words i know. theres a woman crying out tonight. her world has changed. she cant sleep at night. how can they sleep at night. just wanna make this right. we believe in this love. believe me. if you dont want to, you dont have to believe it. i try to -
that joyful song makes me upset.
the sweetest part in love. is perhaps the beginning of everything.
the sweetest part in friendship. is perhaps the point when the world's down.
the sweetest part in family. is perhaps the point when the world's up.
the sweetest part in studies, is perhaps the results when you work for it.
the sweetest part in life, is perhaps when these 4 parts go together.
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