i used up all my strength. i wanted to relieve all the things that had been inside me. i am drained. i cant sleep. i sat there until the ice melted. staring down the corridor. so desolated. without a soul. its so empty. i couldnt hear anything else. fixed. i stared and stared. there is nothing for me to do. i felt lost. there seems to be dark clouds above me where other parts of the world are shinning in the sun. i cant smile. i used up all my strength. i cant speak. i am weak. i'm useless.