thoughts that ran wild.

really; is it neccessary. the image that adults portrayed in front of me, are they doing it themselves? i cant question but i ponder. we had always been told we're not allowed to question authority since young. it would be called rude. but are they always right.

i really dont get it. i dont know how to spell it out. there is nothing i can say about it. i kept silence. my silence as always. i hate silence. its creeping.

im trying hard to balance. i wont fall for now. i'm proving my capability. i shall control the overflowing tears.

im joyful. less things to concern with. being free.

for some things, i cannot stop thinking about it. things that wont get out of my mind. and i dont even know what they are. but i jus know im thinking deeply.

stress-free, people! (=