there are moments when i actually couldnt make up my mind. moments that i couldnt co-exist. things cannot fill up my mind at the same time. one drive the other out. i dont know what to account for my recent temper and mood. it is so clear now that everyone is telling me that i have been swearing this week. i just feel like swearing at things that irritates me. will i make myself feel better or will i make myself feel worse. i dont know. but im in a really bad mood this entire week. maybe because of the heat. maybe because of the pms. or maybe due to the lack of sleep. i get irritated at the slightest thing.

sometimes i really wonder about you.

i dont know how words can ever put it but it was the moments when i couldnt co-exist and my thoughts crossed. can i ever know what lies beneath you.

if i can have a wish right now,
i'll wish for more hours of sleep.