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I had this damn voice gging in my mind.
telling me what to do.

I had this damn feeling gging inside me.
feeling so lost.
so unfair.
so angry.
so upset.
so insecure.
so tired.
so lonely.
so pathetic.

I am defeated.
defeated to myself for this kind of thinking.
putting myself down.

the only reason girls are so demanding is because they want guys to care for them.
and guys happen to not understand what the hell girls are thinking
and girls don understand why carnt guys think what they are thinking.
and everything goes so complicated.
simply because guys and girls are different.

maybe right now..

im living each day with no aim..
with nothing in mind.. with nothing to do..
aimless.. not like a human..
no motivation..

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